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2007-10-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

SUI la. Finally bought my toys. And im delighted about it.
New Canon Powershot A720IS
Bringing photography to a new level.
Some brief specs even idiots understand:
-8.0 megapixel
-6x Optical Zoom
-24x Digital zoom
zooming in to anything i want, any distance.

Pampered myself with other stuffs like new 10ft surf rod, daiwa reel, lotsa chocos, new shirts etc. Feel shiok..
With a new cam i can capture anything i want, anytime, anywhere.

Lost touch with fishing for so long, planned and headed to sembawang for a short fishing trip.
Casting with BC reel is so much more fun compared to spinning reel.
Decided to go for an offshore trip at changi during november, and kelong and pond trip during december.
Anyone interested just MSN me okay!
i do not organise normal boring trips, i wan a harvest.

The car that lost its control, went straight into the deep drain.
Unable to get back to track.

This is malaysia, captured while fishing.

Playing with my new toy. =D

Got bored while working

took a pic of this pkt tube which cost 15 bucks.

and some random pics.
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2007-10-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

Lets talk about the unpleasant thing first which i think it isnt important to anyone elses except me. My elbow wont be able to straighten for the time being. In immense pain whenever i try to straighten it. No sports for me =( how to train for nafha in this condition? MD.

Next unpleasant event. i donated 5 bucks to foosball. Lost in dyp.
Weisheng won the champ. He's way too good. Please play with him at your own risk. =D
it sucks when u won 4-1 and lost 5-4. urghh.
No more train service after the dyp. Went to nearby indian muslim shop for some teh tariks and indian cuisine. Food will always be delicious as ever when your stomach is growling.
Went back to foos after eating and by the time we left PF it was already 0230hrs.
Reached home ard 3 plus and continued my journey in feng ye gu shi.
Ong didi finally 3rd job.

Pleasant among the unpleasants.
Went SMU's icb pub for a tiny tiny competition.
participants were mainly pub regulars or boss i guess.
im the unlucky one who needed to play one extra round to get into the qualifying round.
many blunders during 1st match. Pressurised ma.
But after winning everything turned out better.
Won all the way, luck was on my side i guess though some nasty thing happened.
Like my white ball didnt touch the black ball and audienced told ref that i fouled.
and when i pot witout calling pocket it isnt a foul they call for a foul, ball in hand.
Bo bian. really lucky to win till finals when i meet my chang ge.
Lost to him.
But anyway the prize for him .
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24cans of stella atrois beer.

YUMYUM my favourite beer. Used to be heineken but after i drank this heineken got kicked out. =(

So tempted to open them to drink. temptation resisted for the time being.

*the person who's sick please do go visit any doctor asap.

you know who you are but dont worry u didnt dio dengue.

*that person came back to pool club after so long.

im glad that she's fine.

*get a car soon, a license is of no use when you got no car,van etc.

hope u dio toto. meanwhile, see u in feng ye gu shi.

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY

everyone is forever a children in their heart. -msleesohhong

everyone deserves to celebrate childrens day.

2007-09-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

school days commenced few days ago.

got home to sleep after school everyday. total turn off.

Modules suck, time table sucks.

When you're in fear, and you have to face it constantly.

What will you do?

i dont know i guess i'll jus bear with it for 5 months or so?

never have i face something this tough in studies.

When a mechanical engineer studies biomaterials, bioelectronics, biomechanics, anatomy and physiology. Something which i didnt study before, totally foreign, tons of jargons to memorise.

Dont even know what to ask in the first place.

Biomaterials - a bone can be subjected up to 10 or more forces, when suffered from fracture metal repalcement is needed, and it can be sbjected to one kind of force only. what about the other forces? how?

Biomechanics - so broad, design of sports shoe, forces requied to start a 100m race, y z forces acting on your feet when u walk, design of protocols.

Bioelectronics - totally no idea?

A n P - full of jargons. i feel so doctor.

FYP - currently stuck, delay from supplier. nothing can be done.

so many things to be done, yet so little marks given for assignments.

my 3.6 gpa has bought its plane ticket to somewhere far away.

i dont know what im afraid about. maybe stressed?

biomedical engineer in the making? thats the option i specialise in.

Going for pool competition at SMU later, winner gets a carton of some stella beer.

hopefully i win so that i can share the beer with everyone.

Bo da bo lam pa. wait for my beer or maybe changkors beer.

i miss the sea.

SIWEI sheng ri kuai le =)

your mini cooper is in my carpark waiting for you.

in your dream land.

2007-09-21T02:05:00.000+08:00

Work - something i dread about weeks ago.
Im loving it now. Cause... Chocolate makes everyone happy =)
no monday blues, no stressful life, no target to hit, chiobus to see, chilly lil room, strong choco aroma, different chocolates to eat everyday.
tasted candy empire, cadbury and some belgium and swiss ones. none can be compared to chocolat factory.
Pure cacao mass and butter only.
Even heavenly brand like Godiva cant be compared cause theirs are machine made. Ours are hand made =) with love.
Girls money is just so easy to earn. use chocs to xian, bo beh zao.

Chengkai and the chocolat factory. New movie eh.

Chocs with alcohol.

These chocs are to be melted. Abit wasted. Haiz.

My mum went overseas, bought some nice alcohol back.
so sweet of her.
Australian, Sweden, Ireland, South Africa.

So many fishing events coming up. But i cant go!
ARGH!!!!!!!!! either dating with my family or mo qin.
One trip cost RM 500 eh. 5 days 4 night. its so worth it. One fanthom bank, Port klang.
Im going to fish one of these days.
Friends, no pond please i dont want to pay to buy fish or might as well say give the pond operator money. By NOT having fish.
Pay and dont get fish, might as well dont pay and go jetty. Still have the chance of getting fish.
more relaxed, no stress, sea breeze, stars, cries of wave, lastly my stingray and shovelnose and cobia and many more! =D Tambans are forever there.

I've came up with a list of what not to do.
1. clubbing is a no no. Mo qin. next mth perhaps.
2. pond fishing got money oso no no might as well go kelong relax. More catch also.
3. not going to spend more than 15 a day or 50 a week. Saving for Uni fees.
4. Not going to let my results fall below gpa 3.6. XX no no.

Sometimes when i say no means no dont force me. things might just turn out ugly.
Ive kept them inside me for quite some time. Pool balls may fly to you, or u may be my livebait for sharks. I do have my limits. Annoying to repeat them again and again.

To do list.
1. Foosball tourney at KL coming DEC
2. Kelong and offshore fishing.
3. Get choco for someone. One of my classmates.
4. Sleep more than 10 hrs a day till sch start.
5. Lvl to 70 for my maple character =D
6. FYP.

I had heart to heart talk with ongboiboi. abit GHEY but something to conclude.
Let nature take its course, no need to do things on purpose.
u get what i mean. Like no money cant force money out.
or
rgding the frd thingy, no need purposely go find la they will come to do.
u need them but not so many of them.

last but not least.
monster KBL stripped my 8lbs fireline can i have them back? Ongboiboi.?
i tiink this post only u understand. =S Pathetic.

2007-09-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

This week isnt really a good week to blog.

too many ghostly encounter, too few pleasant ones.

really no mood to blog, ill try to make this post short.

Ghostly encounter.

I talked to a ghost on the phone.

I saw a cabstar toyota lorry disappear, together with fukeong.

Lightbulbs burst at chocolat factory.

Heard things drop at workplace but went to check out there's nothing.

(not just me who heard it)

Disappearance of receipts.

and a few minor ones.

i felt like im dreaming all these while. Everything seems unreal.

Went fishing for KIM BAK LOR yesterday with fukeong weilei zhenlin shichang and justin.
We paid for 2 rods and used 4. stupid banglah

caught an arm length KIm around 11pm.

and the whole night went very quiet before, during and after that heavy downpour.

the night was seriously cold with those freezing breeze blowing at you.

shelter was of little use only.

Unlucky Kim caught by me!

Fk with the pose.

There are things which i dont want to see.

Oneof them is my results. I know it will drop, and it really did.

I dislike my Cumulative Gpa to fall below 3.5 it looks awful.

Need a 3.6 next sem to maintain at 3.5.

I need to go Kelong to Relax.

Chocolates dont make me happy. Fishing does.

Hotboys kelong at sibu

Kelongacheh at Sibu also i think.

2007-09-04T01:54:00.000+08:00

YEAH! im going to start work this coming thur, fri & sat.
Morning shift for Fri & Sat. hope i m able to wake up on time.
Work = money
means i will be able to make it to MANILA and KL.
schooling isnt that important. i will still be late, i will still skip class. just as to fulfill my SLEEP.
No more GEMs, No more Diploma Plus.
By nov and dec there will be FYP no more.
i can imagine the freedom. =D
Looking forward to the KL trip more. In manila all i see is maid. in KL all i see is chioBUs.
and i know weisheng will make it a school event.
no more partner in foosball, no more burden for me. =D

Miketang was right
kill your opponent as fast as possible, dont give them a chance to recover.
secure your game as soon as possible, dont slack even if you're winning 4-0.
its not the skill that i lose out, its my mentality that fails me.
at least wheni applied all these, i won the previous DYP. 40bucks winning for me and partner =)
Looking forward to local offshore fishing trip to raffles lighthouse also.
hope to get Rico II or Nelayana to Hunt for Gao Hes.
My sealine is awaiting...

i got a lil scared right now. its 0230am
my dog woke up suddenly and started looking at my door which was open.
then he got aggresive and made noise like ggggrrrrrr gggrrrrrr.
i suppose there is some form of "intruder"
he walked to my door and stood there for quite sometime before proceeding to my living room to check out.
brought him back to my room after a while.
i swear everyone is sound asleep and that he is familiar with any noise out there even my neighbour's footstep. nth triggers him like that.
now that hes back to sleep it should be safe. =D.

2007-09-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

Exams ended a week ago. A semester has just ended.

It sets me thinking almost everynight. This had been the most enjoyable semester.

Skipped classes like i've never done it before. i pat my cher's tummy like xiao mian fo,

i see the people i want to see. The people i dont wanna see didnt appear.

And i bought the things i want! =D

My life is like RAINBOW with those 7 elements which i cant remember. Please refer to XY.

Had been showering myself with lotsa activities everyday.
Never a day i could put myself to rest well. Everyday is HAPPENNING! haha.

didnt quite remember what i did.

I guess photos are memories which will last forever.

Went to fish with changandfriend, fk and SWmm.

Didnt manage to bring up any fish cause while bringing the fish up........

MY ROD BROKE! my fireline SNAPPED. bye bye fish. bye bye lure

See.. 2 piece telescopic rod. Only 1 in market.

The black lure was the one i lost. im left with the yellow one only.

Fish wasnt the only thing i catch.

Managed to catch rats with SWmm, Xymm, Davidgay and LIp

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!. hilarious show. rate it 4/5.

Barbecue was a pleasant one. though not many turn up, it was still enjoyable cause of those LAOJIAOs. i guess it wouldnt have turn out as pleasant if more juniors were to turn up..

-food was tasty

-i didnt mind those MEOWS

-i tio forfeit again. never buy me 7 ups.

beach is a place for me - san fen zhong emo du.

photo taking session cost 3 mins of my life.

Never a sad one. Emo is over.

cher chang and chef cheng

photo taking was fun. now it cost me 12 min of my life.

The barbecue ended with a group photo. Memorable.

no more photos. i will end my updating here, cause Siwei and Xinyi will continue helping me to write my story in their blog. Its WAY too unglam for me to write them myself. ugghh.

psst

(lets get married sweetie? who? msn me okay.)

2007-08-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

XINYI meimei. IM innocent okay!
i didnt tell you any ghost stories u read them yourself.
so... im happy that im innocent.
i tink i know a medicine to cure your whatever sickness la. just be BRAVE. very very BRAVE.
just go ahead to talk to S_____.
i find it so coincidental that when i wanna msg u, u called me.
BUT u gave me my most horrifying moment in my life.

alright the story goes like this.
i was reading FNR on the tales of mysteries which is something related to another dimension aka ghost. Having goosebumps at that point of time. meanwhile i was talking to ah rer abt it, den she disappeared out of nowhere.
upon reaching my bag to get my phone to sms her, it RAnG!
OMFG who in the hell will call at this period of time. maybe i hear wrongly.
den i listen properly again. REALLY SOMEONE CALLED.
lucky its ah RER who called me, if not my phone would already be out of my window.
of cause i couldnt sleep.
i was suppose to meet my classmates at 10. but i reach at 3pm.
DUA PAI MA.
my friends cheated me to go Sengkang study summore.

this is compass point at SengKang la.
so many cheenas sitting outside DVD shop watching show.
As if its some free cinema. DAMN LC. see alr stun.

im not scared already. not that scared.
look at my chuppy. he likes to lie on my lap.
adorable is the word.

2007-08-18T08:11:00.000+08:00

PWKUI rodrigo called me!
he's my all time favourite srilankan mechanics teacher with a super duper huge paunch.
he's lame.
he loves pakinese - pakistan plus chinese.
he loves to call captain to disturb him, which is me.
his wife loves to make milo for him. m for milo m for mechanics.
so.. drink more milo = good for mechanics. LAME right.
he didnt call for nothing. but i felt so remorseful after talking to him.
he didnt wanna reveal my mechanics marks what he told me was i got a very high A, competing for distinction.
i know i cant get it really. cause i get only 80 marks for my 1st test due to seriously insufficient sleep. EMO. DIM GAI!?!? my distinction gone jus like that.

i must maintain all As for my other modules. Must study VERY VERY hard la.
ended up at mac with Siwei mei mei. Its like 3am already we're still at mac. tamanjurong outlet.

super candid shot. she trying to act pretty la. hahah.

after thurs fluid mechanics paper. the only thing that came to my mind was BBQ! and FISH!
new venue this time round - ECP's famous eerie place. six pipes
bought alot of yummy stuffs. 5 pax BBQ cost 120 bucks. There's always a price to pay when u wanna enjoy. This is like one of my coldest trip. the cold wind blew at us endlessly. Shivers.
We started eating the baguette way before the bbq start. TOO hungry.

see the dark clouds.

stop stealing my baguettes...

ongboiboi stood at one corner all by himself.

lying in his tiny hammock enjoying scenery. damn enjoy life right.
thats the way it should be.
15 hrs of fishing is indeed tiring.
just had a super warm bathe to bring my temperature back.
the night is really cold. the wind is merciless.
i need a sleep now badly.
snore.

2007-08-12T02:41:00.000+08:00

Dont we love exam period. its like holiday!
im being brainwash totally. withdrawn from studies.
totally absurd to study only 1 topic per day. when exam is jus ard the corner.
no mood to study, so we(chang me and zl) bought toto(thur). it didnt open la. Sianz.
went prawning after that lo

taman jurong prawning pond

decided to study on fri again. yes i studied but same topic
so = didnt study
and im being psychoed to go out AGAIN. for movie, by XYMM ahhaha
the very very free us(xymm, kt and shippy) met up at cityhall.
wanted to watch movie ma. strolled to MS for movie but sad to say. no secrets showing at tt dumb cinema.
spoil market. so we decided to play cards at the sofa beside the counter.
i lost alot of times la. their mrt station game.
summore got suan ming game also. shippy help us suan ming
apparently the suan ming game is RUBBISH! haha so not true.
den we moved house to nearby pacific coffee company for a drink. thirsty. XYMM treat us drink
so nice of her. haha. den we continue our card game. we play GOLF. they tiak my forehead. zzz
got chased out ard 12 or so cause its closing. we went esplanade to emo before we made our move to shippy house. ton is fun.
we bathe and eat at her house.
i cooked noodles for them. jing jing you wei.

we love feeding each other.

shippy is tiny.

im not the last to finish!

haha after eating and washing up we went shippy room to talk abt ghost story. XYMM got a fetish for ghost. ghost make her world go round. haha. they werent that interested la. so talk about heart matter instead. all of them became so energetic. esp shippy. and we gossip too. fun la.
i slept from 7 to 11 plus only. they distracted me la.. kt wanted to kiss xy. i have to wake up to stop him! ahhaha. and we continue talking rubbish.

cant stop taking photos. so addicted.

we wanted to head to amk hub for secrets but we took the wrong direction. 3 big idiots ended up at pasir ris. Argh.
iwent to study my fluid mechanics before i meet them AGAIN. we like to meet up cant be helped.
i was late and rushing into the theatre. si xymm keep telling me hurry hurry. kicked onto the steps of the escalator. one hole in my toe. the blood flow like free.

its not funny. cut into my flesh. few mm deep.

secrets is the best. GO WATCH IT! thou 9.50 i stil feel its worth watching.
Its mysterious, its funny, its emotional.

Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
Once hte voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

nothing is impossible in love. hahaha. if only u have an old piano.
didnt wan to go home after the show. we went nearby playgrd to continue talking about that marvelous show.

we're bad people. cause we dont like music.

tell me more secrets =D

no! dont leave me..

the proper way of ending the show

aiyah so near yet so far.
dramatic

2007-07-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

ahh finally.
my fever has just subsided after 7 days.
the doctor gave me wrong medicine initially.
everything went so terrible that i had sleepless nights
zombies for days.
the feeling of lying on bed everyday after school isnt nice la.
but the worse thing is that there are people saying.. eh u dun look sick leh dun gei siao leh.
zzzzzzzzz.. simi sai?
slight fever but i still badminton with rishil on wednesday la.
sweating wont make one recover. trust me. haha it made me feel worse after that.

fever is over but exams coming la
haven even touch books. what to do? 6 modules compared to 4 last year.
going to start studying intensively for 2 weeks. must maintain 3.5 and above for gpa la.
after that maybe go work at chocolate factory, vivocity outlet. anyone wanna work with me? haha . 1 hr 6 bucks. stand and slack and eat chocolates lor.
there are alot of things im eyeing on, bo bian.
my NUM slippers which cost 49.90, my levi's sneaker which cost 55.90. maybe getting ryobi applause for like 50+. saving for my holiday kelong trip and chalet with pool club frds which cost like 200. my daiwa freamj 4500 which cost 150
the list just goes on.

haha i can buy frds pressies, but i dun like to share with so many people to buy.
just because they cant get a pressie, they chap in to share cost when ive alrd bought tt pressie.
fuck.
devalued my pressie.
especially without my consent. irritated.

i hope my fyp can pause for the time being. ive alrd got my wheelchair. it will deliver tmr.
done my work alrd.. i dont want anymore work for the time being.
wanna study. =D
so dont ask me out until 24 august. no major outings.
maybe pool and or supper. not even mahjong please.
unless play big la 20/40c or gunner but not both. haha den got the thrill ma.

2007-07-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

Very very fast week

activities everyday lah.

as usual night business class, pool and foos, fyp etc.

there was this launch party at zouk on fri 730-10

so i asked friends to go along with me.

excited ma didnt go clubbing b4.

didnt intend to wear nice but xinyi kept asking me to wear nice nice tgt

so went to shop for nice nice clothes lor.

i trust her taste so she anyhow pick one, and i anyhow pay. 45 bucks. LOL.

my mum tot i going out with gf man when i wear till so exceptionally different.

went in, i thought it was so exciting when it turned out to be boring.

dunno why xy think its so exciting? lol

disappointed lar.

some fashion show, guys vs gals questionaire, dance and duet

nvm la we had free flow of drinks anyway?

halfway thru ZL SC WS and gang came.

we had more ppl now! haha we can share the boredom.

so bored that we went to DRINK.. COOL

10 carlsberg plus one milo-c peng gao ga dai + 30cent milo powder.

11 peeps there so ok lar.

the tipsy shu lang bo shu seh AIZAI.

bo da bo lanpa WOOO

went back to ZOUK for a while.

its still as bored lar, so we decided to try something different

BOWLING =D

i team with xy.

1st rnd loser had to treat drinks

2nd rnd loser had to buy side dish

went to some indian stall to eat

i didnt lose HENG! if not sure broke

like 8 milo dinosaur and 4 side dishes

cost more den 25 dollars man! WHOOO.

anyway free ma so i jus order lor.

i love to bet ;)

seldom is there this kinda clubbing plus bowling outing with so many ppl so

not bad experience

but i wont go clubbing again unless its free and unless im really BORED.

and today went for DYP. DING DONG AKA LOSE MAN

bo form sianz. sorry MIKETANG

and that Julie has quitted working at pool fusion.

no pretty gal see alr.. AIYA.

2007-07-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..
lemme see what have i been up to this week.
is a lousy lousy week la....
so many tests.. like 2 of them FLUID mechanics and thermodynamics
the 2 more advance module in mechanical engineering
last min study for fluid mechanics cause that china lady forgot to tell us whens the date.
study only the day before but if no careless mistake should get full marks. =)
not much confident in getting A for thermodynamics.
haha apparently for my previous test, i taught my friend how to do and he got higher marks den me.i dont mind la i get 83 anyway. for mechanics

and one of the day my frd wasnt in good mood.
she requested for a heart and star.
i didnt know how to get her both so i made this rubbish which appeals to her.
i cant say who.
its a double heart
i dont know whats so nice abt this thingy down here.

went jogging on fri after my thermodyanmics paper
cant do pull ups anymore. previously i can do 4.
but after holis i can do 0 of it.. WTH
went playing pool then meet up with wl fk jy and vic.
went swensens jp branch, sort of celebrate jieying's birthday
spent like 20 bucks there. my tango chicken and giant earthquake.

wanted to go straight off to fukeongs house after that for mahjong.
sad to say his STI broke down la.
waited for like 1 hour plus for help?
i dont know how long didnt bother to time.
got help in the end. damn happy.
didnt fang bao this time round la.. lost money to gangs and kas nia.
play till xi feng only. cant do big. sianz. no one feed me.
lost 2.20 this was the most boring mahjong game i ever had.

next morning went toa payoh for foosball compy.
i was the official initially. went there and met kok aun. he requested to team with him
shiok only lah. team with pro. wahahahaha.
im so so fortunate that someone didnt turn up. if not hav to team with her.
we won 3rd. trophy and 50 dollars cash prize.
only down side was i was sun tanning. cause we played at open space under the HOT sun.
foos in aircon room alr sweat like free. summore under hot sun.
wahsehss.. and its suppose to be foosball but they printed football
wth since when i play football. low class.
but at least i won something for me and SP! wahahahah.
so proud of myself.

2007-06-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

OMG
holidays ending, which is.... GOOD!
no need to stay at home rotting my time away, thinking of what to do
tests coming, so be it lor.
only weekends are enjoyable..
i think so..
haha..
last 2 days werent bad either
FYP(which suck), bball, foos, cafecartel, mahjong at shichang's house.
lost 20 cents la. but the most fun mahjong i had. thou i fang alot paos.

went sentosa in the morning after mahjonging
so zombie.
there are more guys in san jiao ku den gals in san jiao ku i think.
nth much to see.
haha..
it was fun also. volleyball with some "senior guys" and TJC peeps i think, SLEEP!, and water.
seeing someone torture jack russell also. entertainment became cruelty.
i feel BURNT!
but its such a nice feeling.. haven been feeling it for so long HAHAHA!
had carls jr for dinner. i still like it despite its price.
their very creamy house ranch sauce is the best la! =D
home sweet home after that
no pics to load this time round..

2007-06-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

home sweet home
chuppy sugary chuppy.
holidays are here.
which means exams are coming.
which means i cant really enjoy my holiday.
which means i need to put in more effort for FYP for gold award.

haha wonder all my frens keep saying me.
nvm i just keep quiet and do my stuffs lor.
U ALL KNOW WHO U ARE!!!!!

and i realise, good people dont survive long
its proven.
being friendly to your "enemies" is like killing yourself.
for foosball.
race to 5 best of 3
for example 1st match vs weekeong and kelvin.
i won them 2-1, den slacked
2nd match vs kaibin and mingfa. i won 1st match 5-0 den slack.. ended up losing 1-2.
3rd match vs jovial and miketang. 1st match won and slacked. ended up losing 1 -2 also.
its not nice being friendly thou its like friendly match.
ended up losing, so whats the point of being friendly. MD.

for pool.
went RC the last fri - a few days back la.
played punge aka money with eugene. started of with race to 7. i won 7-5.
den had another match but slacked alrd. ended up losing 5-1.
so its not nice to slack. be serious everytime.
had competiton with spgg player - cassandra
race to 3.
won 3-1 lor. all kan suay me saying i will lose.. NVM.
sat went foosing and pooling.
lost to farid for pool 1-3
see him sian sian mood swing den bang zui abit lah.
but seriously anyhow hit de lah.
today went pooling agn with fk wl n zl.
some stranger who looks like small boy to me.
jio me play loser punge. i steady one i play lor. lose nvm to me i got money to pay wad
how much can i lose. wth.
i won in the end la 3-1.
shouldnt say anything more. if not let SOMEONE say i tyco.. wth..
some shots not pattern badminton ok.. im jus trying to break up clusters can.
after all these winnings etc. must thank shichang and jeff.
thank SC for his teaching for draw, stop and follow shots.
and how break up cluster balls.
den thank jeff for advicing me on how to get use to my new cue.

really feeling fucked up. yes oso let ppl say no oso let ppl say.
get new cue oso let ppl say.
play foosball let ppl say i bully.
play pool some one say he demoralised.
win also let ppl say i tyco.
since when will there be someone who aims to lose?

oh ya there's still something i did.
ton overnight at iewis place accompanied her throughout the night
chit chatting, sleeping at playgrd.
2 weeks w/o her presence. think straight. dont rot.
bon voyage my frd.

2007-06-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sianz seriously no mood for my current mini proj
thats why i ended up blogging
as usual, no motivation for studies
only play, relax, sleep, gamble?
had mahjong for 2 continuous days
1st day lost 17 bucks, 2nd day won 8.50.

jus bought my cue. licos cue with moori tip, costing me 180 bucks.
the feel isnt bad la thou design wise it might be a lil plain.
the construction is considered good. the joint is tight too, to ensure even distribution of force

full piece - top part - wrap
come jio me play pool!! haha

i didnt wanna go back to foos la, but for the sake of the name of Sp
gotta train abit for. some CC competition.
if weisheng got into finals, i'll be the one fighting for the trophy
cus hes the one who pulled me to this compy. 30th june, isnt a long way.
on actual fact i dun really wanna play for SP, even if i play i play for myself.

jus so many things on my mind, or maybe its the so many things which made me so diu-ed shiong. its vulgar la dun learn.
FYP, test, GOOD grades, pool, foos, MONEY, cycling, lastly NAFHA test. OMG.
even if holi is drawing nearer but so what?
wonder if there will be anyone who will accompany me hav fun?
or will i train alone for the foosball compy.
test will be tying me down i guess.

dont tink im the only one feeling so sian .
so many others who skipped lessons, slept in class blah blah.
aiya lifeless la.. study, sleep, pool, mahjong, foos.?
and a little thought hanging in my mind
why must she reappear?
get lost! seem like a lost soul who have yet to reincarnate, haunting me.

2007-05-27T01:24:00.000+08:00

omg i seriously need someone to gossip to right now ithink..
si ZL put so many things on my mind.
eh as promised i will put those midnight events in my blog la
damn happening this few days
SO HIGH, high is the word. sleep isnt important, money is not a matter.
Went watching movie last fri night
200 pound beauty.
didnt favour this show, but after watching, i felt that i wot regret watching this marvelous show. so many movies watched, the only show which got so touching that led me to tear. ZL u teared too hor! wahahahha as in watery eyes la..
cabbed back to west side to hav our breakfast.
cant say wad we did cause crimical act! can ask me personally in msn la.. haha!

when comes to sunday, went mad again
went to sing k at cineleisure kbox.
from 12 till 6am. wasnt that expensive bah.. 1360 per head, we took train back home
haha didnt regret going oso lar. had fun wad.
TIRED!

hmmm.. den mon to fri this week
mostly slacking ard, playing pool and doing elearning at home
other than friday, went watching movie at cineleisure
pirates of carribean
not rreally a movie worth watching.
watched till 4am TIRED!
slacked at mac b4 we trained home.

TODAY!! thanks to the so many days out i woke up at 5pm wahahhahaha
went for steamboat at BUGIS. chong qing huo guo i think..
cash flow keeps going out ah! help me!!
movie pool movie pool steamboat cab.. OMG..

next week sch reopen.. time for serious work
i dont wish for any Bs in my result slip
i want A and A only..
need motivation to do work ah!!
im slacking too much.

fyp is killing me, tests are bombarding me.
i got the worst study attitude!
and theres one thing on my mind.
too many politics in my club.. just hope that everyone and everything will turn out fine
i sense some bad outcomes.

2007-05-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

Another busy week! so busy ive to drag till today to update bloggy.
still holiday mood despite schooling for sooooooo long. about 5 weeks?
madness in me still. but the fun part starts on tues la.
celebrated someone's birthday in fc4, quite budget. Just some choco cake nia.
but at least better den none right..

this is the monkey la.. happy 19.

wed nothing much ba?
im back to sports, and i like the feeling of sweating
under the hot sun, or heavy downpour
sports make me feel alive =D

thur?
decided to skip lecture. Me being class rap, haha didnt set good example
but i dont care. went to farrer park to have some South Indian cuisine.
yum yum. vegetarian briyani. cost me 7 bucks, but of 2 person's portion
i wouldnt say its the best but definitely its worth trying (=

fri i planned something.. DYP(draw your player)!
a mini foosball competition la.
got the urge to play ma. $2 per head. winner gets 70% of money, runner up gets 30%
initially i thought zl would win, but sad to say... erh herm..

the 2nd and 3rd placing
tzelip and freshie - kent and stephie
of cause im the 1st placing la.. cause other good players werent there
played and couldnt stop.
something sad to say, i no longer hav a mix double partner. due to some disputes. not in the mood to talk more about it. in my shoe, i was thinking why cant my partner turn up even for once. its been months?
i rather play singles. see who wanna team with me in doubles lor?
sad still..
keep thinking of this matter every now and then, whenever im jus beside the table.

im back to my weekend study routine again. Tests and Exams coming, cant afford to get GPA lower than 3.5. i jus needed some motivation to study bah.
find it surprise to see my pool club freshie at JE lib.
went pooling and snookering at WCRC after studying.
Lost 2 bucks to table money cause fouled twice. SIANZ.
nvM i'll be better next week.. hahahahahaha
i simply love gambling. no money no say policy i possess now. OMG
something more surprising is that i saw my freshie again just b4 i leaves. haha

some random pics.

choco ice cream egg tart which cost me 6.95 for 6 pathethic pieces
i bought a dozen anyway.
nothing to do ma, so went groceries shopping for all these nonsense.

the emptyness in my school library.
1st time seeing absolutely no one here except for me
felt as if i own this library man. eating and singing songs inside
hahahahahahahahhahahah

tata

2007-05-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA~

here i am blogging again after soooooooooooooooooo long. indeed really long la.

so busy ma. must understand that im having fun. treated sch days like holidays.

many many pics taken. but didnt upload some of them cause too MANY!

thur,fri,sat,sun,mon

so many days out of Singapore - to ENJOY!

haha, skipped my lesson. took coach to some place in KL, i dont know where. i feel lost.

picked up by my friend's dad headed to his house, den to our hotel

i dare to say i enjoyed the ride in my friend's car.

something which you will never get to enjoy in Singapore!

just imagine 7 passengers in a toyota wish, at the speed of 180km/h overtaking taking cars, lots of cars.

the feeling is simply shiok.

in the journey to Subang Jaya, KL in a Toyota Wish

We headed to AsiaCafe, after putting all our stuffs at the cheapo Hotel, machiam hotel 81

the hotel has got no windows, chapalang beds, but at least not dirty.

what can i expect from a 135RM room for 4d3n?

AsiaCafe is like 4times bigger than any hawker centres in Singapore, so much more variety.

The Cup is far bigger than any sugarcane cups in SG, which apparently is only half the height of Asiacafe's. Compare the bowl to the cup la.. u will know.

taking cab there is so much cheaper. the meter is slower, the price is halfed.

boonlay to jurong east will be like.. 5RM? 2.40SGD?

cool toilet sign at Asiacafe-home for asia foosball.

abit lifeless for the things i do there la. foos, eat, foos, eat, foos, sleep, shop at departmental stores, sleep, eat, foos, and so on. no time for other events cause i got competition everyday.

wanted to shop, really no time.

happy that my friend yb won asia's No. 1 foosballer.

and im happy that i lose to asia's No.2 team - mikey and his gf

aiya i explain more on foos oso no one understand so i cut the crap. and jump to the last nite.

boarded the train at 10pm sharp. really bored on train so we took tons of pic.

we as in my 2 galfrens la, our 2 guys bed werent near us.

the eerie train carriage - bored us - even more bored me n pr

pics were taken in the night, before we sleep.

got complained by "neighbours" cause we were too high. making so much noise at 2am

den we went to sleep lor

neh - sleep already. cute hor.

me and kaibin

last few pics taken during the day. we were awake, high again.

tired, ya really tired. imagine reaching home at 930, and class starts at 1

insufficient time for a rest. so i skipped my night class which starts from 530-830.

even during lessons im sleeping, luckily didnt snore.

i will get back to AsiaCafe again in July. =)

and i will enjoy.

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Fri, Sat, Sun - enjoying myself again. Pool camp

lucky this time round im the helper, not the camper

1st night okok la, nothing to do went to disturb those Group leaders and their group with game personnels aka helpers..

those ginnas need to dance and entertain us in order to get materials to do their group crown

damn evil of us la.. nothing is ever easy for them.

while they were having dinner we went to plant artificial "ghosts"

the faceless ghost, which frightened other campers(not those in our camp)

even im scared la, hair stand man. it really look scary.

this is the clown who will jump ard chasing others. the fake one looks more frightening than real one.

too bad im not the ghost la..

im the one creating sound nia, so tired until i fall asleep. kaibin slept, no one talk to me, so i sleep. after night walk, went to bathe, and ordered mac.. for 22 people.

imagine 22 meals. enjoying ourselves at 6am.

woke up at 815am. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP AH!

2nd day, better la.. get to pour water at all the freshies, they cant do anyting to me, cause its part of their event to get drenched. didnt splashed at the 2 gals(eh dey u get wad i mean), cause 2 group leaders and some group members objected. i wanted to, but too bad.

den one of the events called poison ball, i went to sit beside tt gal la(secret), but too bad halfway after their group turn for poison ball she went another side to sit.. SHIT. walao she damn adorable la. got tan, got smile, got figure and got BF. KAOS.

while waiting took a few pics using my hp.

the singtel tower beside sp. look like dinosaur hor? so cute..

and my zi lian new friend. the pic is in emboss mode, so can show. not clear ma.

had dinner and prepared for disco night.

initially it was abit lame, have to zi high. really difficult to zi high.

no one dances, and we had to lead by dancing. all of them looking at us dance. -.-

atmosphere building, impressed by how some dance.

strip, breakdance, dunno wad dance, pole dance, and alot of dunno wad dance

halfway went to chit chat with tt gal den went back zi high again.LOL.

after everything, since my friend is driving(lorry) some of us went Timah to pool and lan.

i play pool only la. cause i dun game.

3rd day, had breakfast and the fun part began. it was fun, cause im not the one doing forfeit. hahaha. my fren got the chance to dance around the canoe girls who were having lunch, twice.

worse of all, the canoe guys too. GAY!

everyone was dismissed soon.

eyes half open, seeing images, brain malfunction soon. still

lots of us went for dinner at fish & co bugis outlet.

im like mountain tortoise la, never been to fish n co before. this is the 1st time.

not bad la, wrasse fish fillet is nice, but not the fries. mac and long john one still taste nicer.

SNORE~~

back to school days.

2007-04-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

Love Test

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 60% to your relationship and expect to receive 40% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

no more counting down to the end of work
counting down to the start of a new school term

0 day left

i enjoyed my very last week of holiday

i enjoyed much more at the very last day of work.

the sky seems bright, the weather seems so cooling

though tightening of valves using hydraulic jack is tiring, but i tink im so used to it already

each valve weighs from 7 kg to more den 40kg

so many of them

i've to squat down to tighten everyone of it, sweating throughout the entire day

so heavy

the black one weighs 44kg eaCh, the grey WTA valve weighs 300lbs(135kg) each

look at how dusty the place is. the dust is like 1cm thick

so many crates in the enclosed store

GOOD BYE TO MY COMPANY - Beaver Contromatic

i complain alot initially, but i find no point to complain after some time

it showed me the toughness of work, in order to appreciate sweetness of studies

one without thoughness will only complain and not appreciate the sweetness they possess

i worked as though im worse off than a banglah worker

but the experience i got is priceless =)

and i got to forget someone, abit at least.

the people there are kinda friendly la, treated me something to munch on every now n then.

jie lao, uncle mcdonald, yi deng master, psyduck, michael jason, chang-e, great white shark, xiao zhu, cong, yunnan - some of those with nicknames haha.

of cause air pork, ba jie are my nicknames

the extraordinary feeling on my last day can never be described fully. the freedom, the cheerfulness inside, the ever so relieved feel. haha.

i remembered some words they say -one wont appreciate the things that come by to you easily, u need to work hard for those special stuffs in order to appreciate them.

a free ipod and an ipod u earn hard for, they are same, but different.

treated myself to movie on sat night after playing foosball.

watched the 0240hrs movie - wild hogs. darn hilarious. caught the movie at cathay with jo, yi, peter, kai and wee.

damn it la.. the pretty countergirl wanted to go along with me, but they keep saying her, den she didnt wanna go together already. arghh

slacked ard while waiting for the first bus/train at cathay. 0500hours

something happened on the night which made me more racist.

some hersheys with dyed hair came to us, spit on the floor in front of us and started staring at us. i was staring back at him until they told me better not look at him. they had more people of cause, but im my mind i was thinking, hmm im really wanting some thrill. what are they? they are nothing, they arent of any threat to me. to me they are games which i wanted to play with. they are something which give me thrill n excitement.

spitting in front of me doesnt imply anything. whats so cool by spitting? whats so cool wearing tight tapered pants, as if ure wearing tights? to show off your big balls or what?

i hate tapered pants, and i dont think im the only one.

my classmates dislike tapered pants, my foosball mates dislike them, even my colleagues dislike them.

they are the outcasted ones in my class.

u guys get wad i mean by tapered pants. hersheys is a word too nice to be used on such people.

this world will be a better one without such unwanted brats. (=

typing so much is just wasting my precious time; its ticking away

**those delicious nasi lemak u crave for and bought from hersheys first originate from white chocolate

2007-04-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

8 more days of work
taking a day off on wed to head down to RP
and fri's a good friday =)
april fool's day's over
nobody to cheat; to bluff. so suay it falls on a sunday.

been slacking this week, trying to keng.
since they didnt give me a specific dateline, i took my own sweet time to finish my work.
work that can be done in 2 hours, i took 2 days to do it.
i got 2 of the company's shirt from a colleague. brought it home and found out one was XXL
omFg.

sent my MI friend off at the airport during one of the days this week.
a surprise for her, she didnt know the bunch of us were going to send her off la.
kinda sad that she's leaving for so long. coming back in December.
the feeling of stranded alone at some weird places in melbourne?
no sense of belonging.
she was tearing so badly before she left.
such a rare sight to see more den 30 ppl(i guess) sending someone off.
i believe the group of us will have another outing again, cycling? chalet?
when? i dont know.

school's reopening soon.
new faces. it doesnt matter to me. i dont like to make new friends
i prefer to keep old and good ones.
kinda nice feeling to be in the same class as my buddy buddy. at least can go beach walk walk.
can go eat nice food. can talk xin shi.
but i think close friend everyday together will get sick of each other. haha.
see till sianz.
cause poly life got no excitement bah. sleep, study, eat, foos, pool?
lacking of the thrill of studies.
no motivation to study, need not study much oso can get good results one.
the only excitement i get is to tok noobs in pool and foos ba?
or maybe someday i'll whack a banglah n leave him alone in the drain waiting for ppl to help him bah. that would make me feel high. so fun =D

Just came back from supper with yong n nianci, so long didnt hav supper with nianci already.
so long didnt go to usual meet up area due to my puncture tire.
not bad la, unlike other supper whereby we order individual food.
we share food this time round.
1 dino milo and teh tarik peng each.
kambing soup with bread(large)
indian rojak
tissue prata.
my treat on drinks. =)
treating people makes me feel happier, thats why i treat, though on minor things only.
my pay isnt alot, i cant treat much. but at least better than nothing.
i will give what i can, if i cant i need all of your understandings. rarr.

a mistake which i realised not long ago, and has recently confirm thats my main mistake.
the greatest challenge; greatest enemy is not other, but me myself.
have to overcome the way i feel.

i despise people who " sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu"

2007-03-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

15 days left; hopefully 14 cause of good friday.
will i get back to that darn place to work again?
maybe.. i can take my time to do whatever i want there.
there's no restriction to the amount of work i do, i can choose to do them quickly or slowly.
haha i dont know la.

i wonder if im just abit lucky these few days?
not really. got to team with darn RP player for foosball
lost of cause.
but what do i get in return.. hmmm
the counter girl asked if i want play pool with her.
her treat. of cause agree la but paiseh, so i pay half of the money.
and that girl told me every of the counter girl there knows me.
gossipping about me.. good or bad?
wth?

again, wonder if i've improved or im just lucky.
didnt lose any money in mahjong. for the first time i didnt lose anything eh.
went supper at cheese prata shop after mahjong.
wl treated drinks.
chiobus here and there la.. i tink i didnt really go see girls for a long time le bah..
no interest in any girls for the past 1 year ba.
hahaha.
after i got my pay ill have to treat another buddy of mine fish n co.
cus she treated me fish head curry n briyani.
nvm im willing to pay.

wad will u do if your loved one were to have a bf/gf?
and she/he doesnt bother about you as much as before.?
some might say it doesnt matter, but wait till it nightmares turn to reality, will it not matter you?
the other day both of you were still close, the next day your loved one is gone
even before u forget, u feel like u were left stranded at some isolated island feeling helpless.
u can only choose to pray that u will be able to live thru everything,
and hope that the particular person will be safe n sound in the hands of other.
people might say that why cant i stop thinking, why cant i get over with it rather den pondering over such matters every now and then, but can i choose not to?
do you tink i want to?
didnt sleep well for days, such matters haunt me every now and then..
theres nth more i can do
theres nth less i shud do

physically tired can never be compared to mentally tired.

2007-03-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

20 days left.
work = physical torture = physically fit?
study = mental torture = mentally fit?
stress seh.. wtf?
still prefer physical torture bah.. for the time being
mental torture can really kill
just like physically handicap and mentally handicap
which one do you prefer?

feeling pissed off, i lost my d500. infos, contacts inside. FUCK!

yeah humans are really weird. they choose to believe what they want things to be
and not the truth. they want things to go their way, and so im always left with no choice but to do things their way to make them happy.
dont want to argue to spoil friendship, dont wish to get low grades for ITP.
whatever i do, why cant people understand? and even before i start to explain, wanted them to understand, i get scoldings like.. kao bei la. wtf?
story 1
uncle x: xiao di ah, lift this valve(33kg) and put on trolley.
CK: cannot already la very heavy.
uncle x: you dun lie la u so fit, always gei gei(fake).

den i'll hav to force myself to lift it up out from wooden case right up to my shoulder height to bring that dumb valve out.

uncle x: neh u can one mah, gei gei jus now.
walao gek till face red lor, stand in a vertical position and to lift it up to shoulder height
story 2
Y: why u treating her like that, damn bad
CK: (pause) people wont understand the things i do one la
Y: i tot guys always want to...... always will......

tot, tot summore la.. go ahead and believe wad u all wan to believe OK!
take it or leave it.
seldom will there be people who understands
and there's one whom i wan to explain things to, yet i cant explain to that person.
what an irony.
wonder why ppl always misunderstand the actions i did, things i said?
a sincere sorry can become a sarcastic sorry. a serious fuck you can become a joking fuck you.
they change it from good intentions to bad, usually
and start blaming me. i didnt do anything wrong jus that i dun wish to explain the things i do.
all these people are usually female, maybe i will hate females one day?

played with RP foosballers
CB BUEY GAN! so lousy.
no pass no shots no defence.
jio them anytime anywhere no problem!
still my best partner is my usual partner
where she disappear to all these while until ytd? i dont know.
or perhaps it should be where did i disappear to? just as to avoid seeing her.
am i wrong to have shoo-ed her away as my foosball partner just because i wanna avoid..

2007-03-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

counting down still - 5 more weeks to the end of ITP
lifeless work, empty log book, politics, zombie me, eunos.
hoping to say goodbye to all of em'
my class has got all guys, still i prefer hanging out with them.
cant stand the naggy office gals
no fun and laughter, purely work only.

im going bankrupt soon i guess.
2 holiday trips after my dear attachment, not jus one - KL and tioman
foosball tourney and to relax bah, mayb abit of fishing too.
foosball reminds me of my friend's gf
she's willing to wait for him for more than 4 hours every wk consistently for him to finish playing foos. and better still, 8 hours of waiting yesterday.
no complains, no nothing, jus sitting down there, leaning on the wall, sleeping.
can you(anyone) be that good? haha i doubt so.
everyone was envious. remark like 'wah i oso wan this kind of gf, wait for 8 hrs already, so good' was given lo.. haha

sianz. wanna go shop neh.. tons of stuffs havent buy.
sneaker, tees, adi windbreaker, bermuda
wad else? my new d900 lah! insufficient cash. no use working more.
and wad more should i learn from itp, how to carry goods the proper way?
control people, and not let them control you. lifeless leh..
wanna learn how to psycho people, play mind games.. hahaha..

i thought i could, but i cant.
i thought i had, but i havent.
i thought i did, but i didnt.
i thought.. and thought kills.
i thought, and received such a fatal blow, which i had no idea how or what should i do.
never thought, but trust the way you feel.

2007-03-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

today is the 15, yuan xiao jie. farewell to lunar new year, soon.
hopefully a better year ahead, jus like any of the blissful days i had during the start of the new year.
everything seems to be going fine, or at least not like any of those days before.

though lost some money gambling, i enjoyed those times leh...
had fun losing, it doesnt matter as long as i dun lose much.
in gambling, i wun bother about the stakes, or how much i put in to gamble. i just gamble to enjoy. its 60% luck and 30% skill and 10% cheating. HAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAH.
god damn tired atfer gambling at chong house with wl, yong, zw, chong, chong bro n sis, n lastly someone who doesnt wan to be mentioned.
lost about 5 bucks i guess, better than the one Who Doesnt Wan To Be Mentioned aka wdwtbm ba. he lost 25 bucks? i dun noe. i was in lala land even while walking la..

slept from 9-12 ONLY. that IVY made my day man. haha. wanted to dine in at fish n co. but i didnt want to cus i wanna slp on bus, so she brought me to timah(kura's curry) for fish head curry n vegetable briyani. wooooo nice man! rate it 9/10 bah. good(fast)service and delicious(fragrant and hot) food. food n drinks were served in less than 5 mins. will return there soon.
of cause, she treated me this time round, but i treated her cab.! haiz.. still owe her another meal.
-$20 for curry, $3.80x2 for briyani $1.50x2 + $1.20 for drinks.-
after which we went entertainment to get my CHUPPIE some snacks. nottie boi wans snack only. expensive seh, but its ok.. still intend to get a shirt for him.
didnt wan to go for foos, kinda sianz, moody and tired, very tired. went home to sleep lor.
will be going to malaysia on the 26 for foosball holiday. wan anything remember to text or call me hor! maybe vic will wan pooh bear, den wl wan spd, and the list goes on.
i want a new phone, d900/p850! any good hearted people ard?
i will pray to you with 3 josssticks everyday for 1 month.
only 248 with plan. i dun noe how to bank in my cheque! so no money for me. haha

needa rest to replenish my energy for work. 30 days left, and still countdown -ing
some random thoughts: i feel like im free all over again, no worries, no fear, smiling anytime anywhere, even when tranny(gay) talked to me ytd. everything is happening due to the beautiful side of my work. it keeps me occupied and far far away from you. i was wrong to return cus i tot ive recovered when i havent. now i need to disappear from you again. will be back when im okay.

chong, i intended to return u ur phone but u won some of my money. how?

2007-02-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

looking forward to work, not only for today, but for every single day. The mood i used to have for studies vanished. As usual, slacked outside the back door till further command from senior engineer. The people there are friendly, they wont ask you to do sai kang yourself, instead they will do them together with you, like sweep the floor, open those empty cartons, carrying of heavy valves(min 2kg) but usually will carry those 8kg and above ones. moving them from places to places, rearranging them for other incoming stocks. oh ya, not jus one 8kg valves, but 100s of them. u sweat and get dried up, den sweat again.
thought i needed to work till 6pm as usual, to my surprise, heard from one of those workers that we'll be dismissed as soon as we finish arranging our goods. Dismissal was at 1245. went to find ZL. Slacked, sight-seeing, then went watching just follow law. hahahahaha~! not a bad show. laughing throughout the entire show. stupid muthu, hes the only guy who gave me the deepest impression. go watch it yeah!?

new year eve

occasional calls from pr i tink, woke me up a number of times. but went back to sleep till evening.
went relative house for TUAN YUAN FAN aka reunion dinner. SLURP.. my favourite sea cucumber with "fa cai" and duck, chicken curry, pig tummy soup, braised mushroom last but not least, all time fav - pig trotter and pig skin. yum yum sticky sticky.
went home to slack after that. tired, giddy and everything elses that made me wanna slp.
no, im not going to sleep, gotta shou sui ma... watch borat lor! damn dumb show. a show with a pinch of sexual humour and some disgusting scene. 2 guys #$(*&^%$#$^ lor.. no they didnt play backside la dun anyhow tink. they fight w/o clothes on thats all. borat watched baywatch and wanna marry pamela anderson.. kaos~ tahan till 6 plus before i cant take it, drop dead on bed.

new year day

dad woke me up at 10. my god la.. 10!! so early.
woke me up for the sake of waking me up. left house around 1
went 3 places nia.
meet pr at 5. went walk walk, pool, mac and movie at jurong entertainment.
watched ghost rider. watch it if you got too much money to spare. me and her slping in theatre man. no storyline, lame! just follow law is much better.
dumped her to her family at 930 cus they watching just follow law.
den went home sleep.
tired day.

stupid face of yrs (camera faulty)
new year day 2

sleeping is good, haha
slept for more than 20 hours. as in wake up slp slp wake up slp wake up slack slp slp wake up slack slp slp and more slp.
bored of slping actually. arghh..
bored of staying at home also.
i dun tink i will be bored of chuppy.
never get bored disturbing n playing with this bugger.
of cause he wont get bored disturbing me licking my face, body and everywhere, and pouncing on me till im awake everyday.
chuppy's my soulmate, my bro, my buddy, my playmate, my SI GINNA..
ha ha ha ha ha! hurrr..

some of my personal thoughts - theres no need to be sad of breaking up, being together as stead is just a form of status and name. one can still be happy without going steady right? as long as you know the both of you are close. there wont be so much commitment, and of cause, u have all the freedom in the world to go out with another girl/guy. it all depends on the sense of security, love, care and blah blah ur close one gives to you.
saying is easy, doing is difficult. i can do what i say, if not i wont be saying. or at least i've tried.

2007-02-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Didnt blog for quite some time
ZL u went overseas right.. tC

dreadful day.
pr replied my msg at 538am, msg woke me up.
phone call from her at 1035am, woke me up once again.
kaibin called ard 12 plus. GRRRR~ not enough sleep!. i noe i gotta meet her so its ok.
went clementi to eat a miserable plate of chicken rice.
the sun was blazing but i like it anyway. Was in air con throughout that miserable exam period.
Took 166 to vivocity, went shopping for my new yr clothes with kb while waiting for pr to dismiss from her work.
chose for me a red shirt. wahseh so bright. cost me 41.90
took mrt to yck, talked alot rubbish on the way, couldnt remember what we've talked about anyway.
Freaking Daniel told us there was foosball table at grassroots.. THANKS HOR. went round n round trying to find that place. and pr complaint about this n that n this n that the whole day.
Mum scolded her, daniel gave false info, unsatisfied with work, grassroots security didnt allow kaibin into grassroots. of cus i was trying to calm her down. kinda tired.
Went to the squash centre beside grassroots for foosball.
i Still cant stand it, the wind was strong, the heat was scorching, the foosball table is in the middle of no where. Dampened my god damn mood.
having my game halfway when Daniel told us this cmpetition is postponed. We didnt want it, game forfeited.
Cant he organise a simple event? old haggy uncle, come on la! u deserve to go to old folks home.
damn u for spoiling my, and all my friends' mood
pr complaint again, its ok la used to it.

i remembered my dad once told me. dont spend your youth working. you can work till you're tired of working next time, yet u still have to work. spend you youthful life wisely to play and to study, make full use of your time to do things you enjoy, cus once you've lost this period of time, u can never ever get them back. i guess my dad was right, perhaps he's missing his fun childhood times. PR, of cus u can work during sch holidays to get work experience, but not during school days please, your parents, me, kb n whoever has alr persuaded u not to, yet u said u work cus if u dun work no one elses will work there, like very poor things. its illogical.
dont take your friends' care n concern for granted, they care for u, not your work place. u didnt bother about all your friends yet u insisted in working. appreciate things while they are still there, jus imagine if no one were to be there for you, no one to scold you... come on grow up.

this leads me to think of something you've said before. friends left you because of me, i doubt so, wad had made me seems so dominate? they left because of you.
i noe i no longer care for u as someone i like, i no longer do things for u becus i like you, we're very "friend" now, however if u insist to be so stubborn i will ignore u like before, u made me and everyone seems so worthless.

2007-01-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

New Year Resolutionsssssssssssss

hmmmm.. i think my exams are coming i need to get good grades to haolian =X jus joking.

I need to catch a big fish badly.. long time didnt go fish, didnt go relax, chill, crap

And maybe i do need to be more selfish at times. Cant keep thinking of feelings of others before doing things, ending up im the one who got stabbed at my back. Wanna be comfortable with the things I do

MUST win when comes to mahjong!! SI ZHENLIN n ADELINE! adeline already is god, cant helped it. not mahjong god but rain god.

and for you, ive tried to make u feel comfortable, ended up i got blamed for doing some things. oh well. its al up to u. i always ended up getting scolded sacrificing for others. its not worth it anymore i jus hope that you'll feel better.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

2006-12-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Just received news regarding the sp vs rp foosball challenge from wei sheng.
Oh yeah it's coming soon, maybe too soon. Been slacking for the whole of the week.
Just not in the right mood to play foosball. something is bothering me lately.
Of cause its you.. again.. u treated me so nicely, then left all of sudden and treated me so coldly. But nevermind, i know you're not in the mood either. Im already contented that i can make you smile and laugh. However sometimes you're jus not showing your trueself, u smile to hide your inner feelings.

Hmmm.. most probably taking part in the singles, open doubles and mixed doubles. Maybe forward shootout also. Main focus of cus will not be on forward shootout, if not so damn exhaustive.. kaos.. Partners - most probably peiru n kaibin. Got a feeling wont be winning, no we wont lose. we must win, and of cus we will WIN!

Seldom there are things i depend on you. You've made me so independent. Cus everytime i depend on you, nothing turned out right and ended up feeling fucked up. The only thing i rely and depend on you, is to win. I've put all my trust in you and there isnt anyone whom i trusted more. Only you and me has played forward in DYPs before. In terms of ball control, stability, passes, you're like the best candidate i can find. In terms of communication and character, u noe me best n i noe u best. I've put my heart in you, dun disappoint me. I cant guarantee win, but i will give in my best. I want it badly.
I've not been in a very good mood for so long, but thanks to you i train to vent it all out on RP. When you're in bad mood you can scold me whatsoever, but when im in bad mood i've no where else to turn to but foosball itself. I cant vent it on any of my friends, especially you, and me myself. All these days i trained and tried out so many things, went to so many DYPs other den my usual fishing and soccer routine, just to so wanna vent it out on foosball.
I've told you before i need you in foosball while you were having breaks from it. You made me relief by coming back to foos. Your birthday is nearing, cant find anything to make you happy whatsoever, maybe the best pressie you can give to me n i can give to you, is by winning.

Without you, there will not be anyone called Chengkai in foosball. After this competition, perhaps its time for me to give up? There is nothing to regret about. Be happy that some things just happen. Thinking of giving up reminds me of so many little things, may it be happy or sad.
I can still remember your cries and the songs u sang on phone, the times where i cried in front of you at your doorstep, the eye contacts we had, the choco and drinks you fed me, the scoldings u bloody gave me, the movies we watched, the basketball, truth or dare, pool games we played..
The times where i stayed at your cosy house, the times u taught me accounts at harbour front, the conversations we had at pool fusion, harbour front, ice skating rink etc.. the wrong smses u sent to me and made me diao~.. there are so much more still.. how i wish i can have moe conversations..
Not forgetting the foosball we played and made ryan n minghui crawl table. The fun and laughter etc etc.. These are treasure i'll keep inside me...
I know you haven been in a really good mood for the past half a yr or so, you made me feel really terrible; worst of my entire life. Bloody hell.. But thanks for all the care and concern you'd shown to me like the phonecalls to ask if im ok, the chair u pull for me when u see me standing, the heart to buy me choco. Damn surprised u bought me sth.. There are also times u show that you're worried that i'll leave.
You can still do something, do it before the RP games end.

2006-11-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

2006 11 18 - steamboat @ marina dragon village

memorable day - so many people turned up, no quarrels, no dispute, a sweet lil apple strudel from the gals, dumb chong ate n drank the crap =X haha.
liveliness from you guys made my night, though my mood was spoilt in the afternoon
seldom can u see such smiles from me nowadays..
but still i will only rate it 8/10 abit disappointed cus the guys n gals still cant click well, very separated. dont really look like a class after all. oh well...
awaits for another outing like this.

2006 11 19

Woke up damn late, like 3pm? cus i was god damn tired. laughed the hell out of me the day before, which is the steamboat day lar.. Went to the motor car show at suntec. So many elegant looking cars around. Lexus LF-A, LS460 Lamborghini gallardo, Subaru Imprezza, Toyota Royal crown. blah blah.. Makes me wanna drive! haha. but 1st mus go learn lar.. soon..
saw some Subaru shirts, round neck n polo tee. nt bad la.. bought 2 for myself, 1 for pr
ran out of tickets for the stunt show.. too bad, watch it again in 2 yrs time..

peiwei - i trust in whatever u have said. we shall wait and see ok.. i do believe there are reasons being everything being said so

Guys drinks to forget about the girl,
Girls drinks to think back about that guy.

When guys are in love, they become poorer
but when girls are in love, they become prettier.

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive,
Girls canforgive, but cannot forget.

Guys care most about the quantity of love,
Butgirls care most about the quality of love.

Guys break-up when they feel love from anotherGirl,
Girls break-up when they feel Separation fromher man.

Guys feels curious towards all girls.
Girls feelcurious towards the guys who are Interested in her.

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget thegirl by going out with other girls.
When girls areheartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys.

Guys wishes to be her first love,
And girls wishesto be his last love.

2006-11-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

Mood - better.. muahahhaa thats when u hang out more often with frens..
Studies - jialat.. thats also when u hang out with frens
Money - undescribable.. eat n eat
Foosball - like crap.. lose n lose, suay n suay. that means i'll have to improve. haha

my mood will continue to be good haha. provided dun get triggered again.
dunno y im happy but im sure its not caused by her.
cant stand anymore nonsense already.
promise my mood wun be bad from now until my birthday.. LOL
vic is right, cant depend on her to be happy, though when im down shes the only person who can cheer me up instantly.

there are times whereby i need to vent out.
few cases..
1. angry. when im alr down, smart alecks who trigger me.
2. extremely down eg. see things i shouldnt see
definitely my face will be black.
i know i cant vent out on anyone, cant hurt anyone, esp. her, though its her who bloody caused it.
so bear with my black black face alright..
been so cruel to myself cus im not venting it out, im keeping them inside.
how many black face from me b4 = how many times ive been down.

there are only a very limited amount of things i can bear with.
when the something has reached its limit, im not nice, i'll be cold blooded.
im not holding on anymore thats why im starting to vent out.

pr - there r times recently when i daoed, gave you attitude and b angry, but at the end of the day i will still b the same old me. u all get wad i mean. i cant bear to put myself to be angry of u. partial sorry, cus its not solely my fault. andd.. thanks for being there for me when im really down the other time. gave u so much attitude yet ure still being there. thats like once in a blue moon. appreciate it lots thanks. kinda surprised and touched.. for that iloveyou as a friend.
kb - victim of my attitude. sorry. innocent little fella.

2006-10-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

Uncertain, not sure what's my feeling, how i feel, didnt bother either.
Someting im certain, i cheated my feelings all along.
psychoed myself im happy when im not, said im fortunate when the lil thing i wished for most wasnt there, bluffed myself im xing fu when im nt even feeling a moderate mood.
imagined that i've already forgotten when all along the feeling lingers ard me.
the more sad i get the more i wanna forget, but the more i wanna forget the more im missing her.
i've used all reasons to be happy and none left.
not sure wad im going to do, trying to guide myself to the correct path.
intuition not working.
if im asked wads my aim, i wud say for now, i dun noe.
den maybe i'll get scolded again for living a life aimlessly.
cant guide myself, im letting each day to pass just like that.
sch-foosball-eat-comp-slp-sch-eat-foosball-comp---and the cyle goes on n on..
told myself nt to tink, and i didnt - ended up with mood swings when i dun think.
however when i think, im not getting the right answers, ended up being sad all over again.
and again, will be telling myself to forget..
can anyone guide me? but no god!! PLS PLS... humans only.. LOL..
wanna go back to the smiley me. used to smile everyday every moment. cus theres nth to be sad abt. thats the past of cus, wad about the present, and the future?
looking forward to the future, but the ever so bright future seems so dull. freak.
keep looking forward to tomorrow, but when the tomorrow becomes a reality, light diminishes..
not sure how life wud be when ive already forgotten you.

im dumb perhaps, thinking of quitting foosball.
SP vs RP competition coming soon. i will win them, i will dominate them. my stupid dream again...
but i will quit foosball after the competition. Cus i cant stand the every lil pain im bearing inside.
whats the point when im in ur team.. aiya really lost faith.
i still believe, every ending will be a good one.
willing to end someting i like - in exchange for my smile.

and something about my birthday, i seriously do not wish to celebrate with you all, as in sp ones. though u all may have some events for me, i appreciate it. only wish to celebrate with 2e2. whats the point of you celebrating my birthday with me, when all i wish for is your heart and ur heart isnt there.?
its like.. face to face, but a thousand miles apart.
do not want my birthday to be like any other days. i wan a memorable one that remains in my memory lane eternally.
fang qi-wo fang de xia, shuo de dao, zuo bu dao.
my mind is filled with you. im useless.

2006-10-22T05:50:00.000+08:00

siaNz.. at chong's house now, nobody else is here. everyone's asleep.
cant sleep, neither do i feel like sleeping. thought wl, zl, n yong will be here but sadly they arent. ended up nothing to do. had supper at kopitiam and just finished watching some funny videos from youtube.
laughed so loudly till i think im able to wake everyone up. LOL.
haiya still tinking abt foos jus now.
lots of mistakes madE.
lost the 1st match against jovial n peiru, went losers bracket but caught up again.
got 2nd. lost again to jovial n peiru thats why 2nd.. LOL sianz.
abit foos siao these few days. got the urge to beat RP students in the coming competition.
had foos trg on fri till late, went mac for dinner and continue playing foos at bugis fool fusion till 2am. reached home ard 4 or so. damn tired then, damn tired now. not sure or what to do later, maybe catch a movie? nothing to do at home anyway..

2006-10-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

something isnt right. but theres something in the something which isnt right.
keep wondering all night long. why?
why am i behaving like that? why do i have mood swings every now and then?
im not like this in the past. why do i get so restless so easily? why am i so quiet? why do i seem like i dun care about everything in this entire world? nothing seems to bother me, or perhaps everything seems to bother me.
i tried to be carefree, but it only lasted me for a week or so.
it seems like even when she tok to me, im ignoring her and everybody.
but this only happens in the night.
feeling so guilty now, now sure why am i like that.
how can i ever put myself to do this, i dun mean it but why?
its not that im sad, im not.. worse still, im not even happy. moderate mood.
whats in me that makes me so restless, sianzzz?
its been a week or so, yet i haven find an appropriate answer.
of cause i do know one thing, i need a good friend beside me now.
i cant control myself. why?
seems to be sick of everything.. like exhausted?
can anyone understand me..
sorry to all my foosball n pool friends for having such a long face..

dun wish to gain happiness from foosball,
i need my best pals to cheer me up.
do something my poly mates can never do.
i trust u all so much more.
bring me out?haha
maybe wl, zlin,vic n some others?
i feel no sense of belonging in poly, life is meaningless ever since i step into poly.
i tot i can belong somewhere, but i was wrong.

sub-conciously i know, i wanna give up.
i've lost faith in myself, not much confident left
given up mentally and physically.. the only substance left is emotion
i've done my best to give the best. reached a limit whereby i cant love u more.
if i were to choose, i will choose one who love me more than i love her
haha just some thoughts. not sad about love anymore.
i've learnt how not to worry, not to care, not to be sad, lastly gain happiness from sadness.
the pink friendship band i made is a treasure ive given you. it resembles our friendship(sorries and love). i wish it can last, cause i regarded you as one of my bestest pal in poly. i trusted you more than anyone elses. You're also my best foosball partner. never another one whom i trust this much.
however if u find me demanding, cant accomodate me, leave me as a friend.
i leave without regrets. i love without regrets.
i chose the wrong path to love, nt that loving u is wrong or gives me pain, but i jus chose the wrong path. im not good enough for you.
i took away your friends, gave u trouble, added oil to your fury and many more.
im the best person to give u the worst life u can ever have. im worthless

2006-10-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

i pity people who have tons of things on their mind.
they are constantly thinking. whatever it may be.. can be thinking of someone, all the whys in this world, what he/she did or should do, how to do it, etc..
its a pain to think.. mixed feelings, fallen tears
theres nth in this world that can stop these people from thinking,
even if happiness falls fromt he sky. they will still tink why did it happen.?
i admire these people more than those who doesnt think, however i admire more of those who tink positively. its difficult to tink positively, but when people do, they'll find all the answers they need from this world. it solves every lil dispute. it neutralises every hatred.
it makes you stronger, and lastly it makes u feel better.

if u get it, u get it, if u dun, u dun.

2006-10-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

Dreams.. sweet dreams.. they dont come by often, but when they do, they'll make u tink thru them for the rest of your day. They make you smile when u tink thru it, but they are unreal. Dont you just hope that they can happen in reality.? and, why cant dreams take place in reality?
It doesnt matter if it takes place.. i dun expect much, just dont wish that bad things happen, den i'll be very appreciative. Contented with what i possess now, nothing seems to bother me now.
I do the every lil things i like, i dont care what others think, cause its my business, and i did nothing that affects them. If they tink ive affected them, then i tink they are unreasonable, childish, high expectation, should go back home and sleep.
Even scolding from you cant bother me now, already tired mind of mine cant be bothered anymore. Maybe its due to the dont care attitude of mine that makes me more cheerful. So many less things to worry about ya?
Im not one who can come up with solutions fast, i need time to think clearly. And when im cheerful, my mind will be so heavily bombarded with answers. Just like when u said that i took away all your friends. Hmm u might have regarded them as friends, but do they regard you as friend? If they really do regard you as friend, no matter what i do they will never part you right? why do i have to take the blame? Its not like i shoo them off.. duh.

but anyway, foosballing these few days. events that happened werent very promising. lost bball compe, lost foosball today. low morale. its ok, jus gotta practice more, try harder next time.
another dream of mine-dominate foosball in sp. hahahaha~ maybe ive got nth to do, thats why got this stupid dream. At least its sth that i might be able to achieve, unlike things that are associated with emotions. cause its sth not linked with your effort anymore, its dependent on another person.

oh well, tired after being out for the whole day, time to sleep, hoping for another sweet dream.

2006-09-14T04:50:00.000+08:00

summary.will update more agn

past few days.
-met her at jurong east at 1230, den go walk walk ard jurong east, buy bread, pet r us den phoon huat buy dark choco
- took train to tamp, to meet nick n some others, talk talk on train.
-walkwalk at tamp mall? den went to mum mum tog.
-meet nick n mz after tt. and hongwei n qing shan wadsoeva la.
-mambo till 7plus
-went ruru house eat steamboat
-chit chat, play cards den bathe.
-sian part. truth or dare. lotsa things happen, unhappy?
play till morning.
-took bus there to cheese prata shop.
-eat breakfast at cheese prata shop lo
-wanted to play bball but too tired went back to slp.
-slept beside ruru, like so sweet haha..
-woke upard 11 we talk talk n play cards on the bed.
-went for lunch at JE agn, den dunno y ru mood nt v good see le oso sian sian.
-very slpy lo see ru at bus interchange den went home.
-like so worried shes leaving.. miss her man

now
at chong house, play PS 2, den watch soccer, eat prata, play dai dee etc etc.. =S haiz.. my mind is full, nth can keep me occupied..

2006-08-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

hAiz.. why? pr isnt feeling well recently,
and she wun be recovering any soon.. and agn the culprit is love.
after so long, 1sttalked to her during exam period.. ard 20/8 ba..
hav been talking to her these few days.. accompanying her..
cus after all saying out will make her feel abit better?
den 1st seen her ytd. im really on cloud nine..
really missed her lots. din see her for 5 weeks.. 1 1/4 mth.. thats long enuff to kill.
and really feel like hugging her when i saw her.. her smile brought back the smile back on my face. haven been smiling like tt for mths.
DELIGHTED of cus, after so long.. finally
tinking of ur smile now makes me wanna smile again
went pool club with her, played foosball like before..
ate lunch blah blah..
den continue playing for a while before we went to fetch kb from tanah merah..
on the way there.. i noe she's thinking abt the past agn, her mind is filled with everything and that her heart is aching. immediately my mood changed..
seeing her like that really hurts inside me.
i want her to be happy, yet there's absolutely nth i can do.
the only thing i can do in order nt to worsen it is to force myself to smile even when im hurting inside. and in order nt to burden her, i noe i must giv her up.
im forcing myself to do all these. its heartbreaking but becus of her i noe these r wad i shud do.
i had no choice. i'll try my very best and wadeva i can, even if i hav to giv u up, to bring back the smile back on ur face. cus wadeva ure being thru now, ive been thru it i understand hw it feels.
and i tried, its nt easy to smile when ure so sad right in front of me. theres nth i can do, i have to bear with it, and i hav to force myself to smile. but im determined to do so.

and feeling damn bad now.. went changi village to eat. she ordered so much yet i had no appetite.. i really feel like vomitting.. haiz..
den on the way home, shes thinking again..
its hurting inside her so much tt she had to say out hw she's feeling can!..
seeing it reallymakes me wannabe there to hug her tightly
another thing which makes me speechless, for whatever reason it can be.
my fren happen to like her now.. WTF? why mus u like her?? fucking faggot..
but now ure nt the main char, she is.. i need to make her feel better.. so u can f off now..

today, met her agn at JE after she see doc.. went pool meeting..
she doesnt seem as cheerful as ytd. in front of frens, shes acting n trying to be cheerful.
really xing ku ni lor..
why why why why why why!!!!
i jus wish you to be happy
my reason of happiness is when i see u happy

wo yao ni kuai le, wo yao ni shui de an wen..

2006-08-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

i got a simple wish..
i dun ask for anything..
all i wanna ask for..
is to be happy..
i wan a carefree life..
all by myself..
perhaps with chuppy by my side..
or maybe a lil abit of love..
and hope it doesnt hurt..
i dun wan a love that hurts.. i had enough..
i dun wan wealth.. they make me greedy..
i dun wan jus frens, but true frens..
had enough from frens, they simply take me for granted
when they need me.. im always there.
when i need them.. they are nowhere to be found
for joy, they look for me.. when i need help, they abandon me..
i ask for the seaside, it washes away memories.. good and bad..
the sunrise resembles new hope..
and the sunset states that i had enough.. its time to rest..
i like the cry of the sea breeze
and the serenity of the oncoming waves. it keeps me calm
with a calm heart, comes a calm soul..
a calm soul which sets me thinking forever and ever..
always searching for the billions of answers to life..
im sick and exhuasted of my life now..
i need to rest.. for im tired..
i need the sea.. to calm my soul, to vent my angers..
i need true frens, of cus and my dear chuppy.. i know you guys will be there..
occasionally i need a lil love, for i still love you
though i pronounced love to be dead, always hoping it can be revived
i believe everyone needs it
only love, can bring out the sweetest smile of mine
may it be frenship, or relationship..
love hurts, exams stresses and stress kills
i wanna lead a life.. simply.... and.... free....

2006-08-03T23:02:00.001+08:00

seconds seem to be weeks, mins seem to be months, hours seem to be years, and the days that passed by seems like a millenium.
life without those friends, esp u, seems so ever lonely.
however i've learnt how to live with it.
its terrible but at least i tried.
i may be trying to forget but a lil part of my heart is still with you people.
i've to admit that you people created my worst ever moment in poly, but also the best.
those joy i had seems to be everlasting, but towards the end the pain i had seems to be never ending.
though i tried, tried so hard to forget, i still cant do so.
its getting better now, or at least im neither angry nor sad. ive kept those feelings deep in my heart, and dun ever trigger those emotions of mine, u'll regret. used a hell lot of time to tame my revengeful heart.. so better dun do so..
till now, just that im feeling terrible cus i've alot to say, and that i've not say it out..

haven seen, talk to u guys for more den 2 weeks.
not sure wad i did these days though..
basketball, n more basketball..
pool..
a lil pinch of studies..
test..
went home to reminiscence bout wad i used to do..
tinking of what shud i do..
wad could have i or u done in order not to turn out this way
sleep.......
.....
wasnt smiling as cheerfully as how i used to..
until i say it out, i will never recover.. i need to release sth from my heart.
its trapping inside.. i need to free it!!

yup, like what i've said, its been long since i last see all of you..
i miss all of your laughter, smiles, voices, and every moment we spend, though some may be bad i dun really mind..
jurong point, jurong east entertainment(iceskatingrink, kpool), jurong east lib, IMM(BK etc), WCRC, sp pool club, rooftop, basketball court, fc345, balmeg(ru house, pool), harbourfront, taka seoul, lucky plaza, cathay, PS, kb house..
some places whereby we go.. i use the word go cus i dun tink frenship has ended, jus that im disappearing from all of u. i may be back to all of u, but my intuition tells me it wun ever be the same again.. thats the only fear inside me.. the things i use to do can never be the same, this goes to the words i used to say. dun ask me why, maybe someday you guys will understand..
one of the last things i miss, of cus the phone conv. i had with u, the sms we sent..

hai~ now's the exam period, hopefully i'll work hard enuff to maintain my 3.5 gpa.. i'll also pray that you guys get good results.. hurray..

2006-08-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

2006-07-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
but of course..
common sense...
if im doing wad im doing in the previous post..
u guys noe im not ok..
not yet..

2006-07-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

lots n lots of things happened... so much so that i couldnt even have peace in my mind for so many days.. have been thinking, thinking, n ppurely jus tinking.. think so much that even hunger disappear. and so much till i cant even have proper sleep.. but in order to save this frenship btw me n u, i still tink its worth it..
even after saving it, everything will never ever be the same..
the way we talk, the feelings(dun tink so much) we had for each other, the care we show, the every lil things we bother, the lil tings we do... everything disappear.. jus like that..
I've never been so infuriated, sad, and disappointed in my whole life.. this really affects me a lot.. and that till now, im still feeling terrible inside me.. seriously, i nearly fall apart..

in my entire life ive never get so furious to even think of revenge.. i wan to take revenge so badly that i wan both parties to die.. literally.. u may say that u've tolerated me.. but u dun noe that i've been tolerating u all the while.. each time u got angry of me, and that u scold me.. i've to bear with it in my heart, and giv in each time.. jus like that say when i was cooking sth at ur hse for mz, and i asked ur mum whr r the ingredients.. u got angry of me... i really wonder.. making a fren happy but ended up getting scolded by u, n i still hav to giv in.. isit worth it... its like the every lil thing i do.. u pick on me.. but since ive alr done it, i tink its worth it.. but i have absolutely no intention in making u angry... never have i.. and that day u scolded me using sms.. im telling u how i feel only.. yet u scolded me.. and again i try to understand u, n giv in w/o argueing with u.. during that period of time.. how much can i tolerate?? during then.. i noe frenship was gone.. when u said u didnt bother.. it really triggerred me to take revenge, since frenship is dead.. i wanted to humiliate u in public.. i really wanna scold u to the core.. but not to forget, a lil love still exist, n it revived frenship.. since i giv in cus the lil love still exist.. i dun wish to harm u becus of hate.. and i tink its still possible for us to be frens.. and becus of frens.. i wanna vent out my anger w/o harming both u n me.. i've forgotten wads revenge now..

anger may be gone, but till now, disappointment(cus of 2 frens), and sadness are still living inside me.
many a time, though i like u, i've treated u jus like my close frens.. i tried to be there for u when u're sad, jus like when qw is upset, i try to cheer her up, and when mz/hw is sad, i try to talk to them to make them feel better.. from my point of view(i mean no harm) sotmetimes it ink that when in play, all of u jus wanna be there.. but when ur frens r sad, angry etc. and need frens so badly to be beside them. u ppl arent there.. is this wad frens are for??.. and secondly.. talking about having fun.. i can only conclude that, out of countless outings, im only there for a few.. like ive said.. frens.. wads so difficult in sending a sms to inform u guys are going out? so wad if its last min.. cant u guys jus at least send an sms to say u guys r going, n ask if i wanna go? isit so difficult?? u ppl are my frens man.. isit so difficult to inform a fren? or isit becus of fun, u guys forget abt fren? for this, im referring to pr n zl.. zl, ure my 5 yrs fren.. i always regard u as my bestest fren, u really disappoint me.. and for pr.. i've regard u as my bestest buddy in sp.. and there was once, hw got extra class.. u can wait for him till he end his class.. and i dismiss jus 15 min later.. u can jus wait for him till so late n head for mambo, w/o waiting for me.. u n zl noe i wanted to go mambo, din even bother to ask, din even bother to wait.. isit really a disappointment? im really disappointed in u 2... feel so sad abt it..

there are too misunderstanding between me n u... for instance, those sms that day.. i'll be jus saying out wad i hear..
1.when i said im feeling better, thanks for scolding me, i mean it.. cus after u scolded me, den i realised wad i really did.. u made me realised my mistake.. but for u, u tink im acting ke lian?
2.when i say im sorry, i really do mean it.. im not being sarcastic cus im angry.. like ive told u, im feeling better, and im not being sarcastic. im in a better mood when i said sorry to u..
3.when i say frens shud be there for each other, i do mean frens.. frens!!!! i mean all of u, not jus u.. u are thinking all along i was referring to u, and u may even tink tt i need u by my side whatsoever which is not true.. im referring to frens..

thats why for me, again ive to understand u for being angry, though im being angry, really angry cus im angry n so disappointed in u, stil ahve to let u scold, i still have to giv in abit, and not to scold u back.. cus wadeva u send me, has no link to wadeva i mean to u.. i jus wanna say out how i feel, in order for me to feel better, and not to scold u.. never have i wanna make u angry k.. den when im being quiet, cus i wanna keep myself calm.. im already so angry, i dun wish to scold, or say anything tt may harm u.. im not throwing tantrums at u guys.. i jus dun wanna explode n scold out everything.. pls do understand me.. and i went to meet all of u, cus i din expect u n zl to be there... everything was pure disappointment in u guys and that ive really got angry only after u send me those msges..

well, after all these incidents, ive decided to leave u people.. not that im throwing tantrums.. for u, i noe u've tolerated me for so long, i dun wan u to tolerate me anymore, i dun wan u to get angry becus i did sth to trigger ur anger.. u had enough of me.. and that i had enough of everything.. i dun wish history to repeat again.. its really hurting so much inside.. if i do not leave.. i tink it'll be very awkard for me.. like i said, everything we used to do, wun exist anymore.. also u cant be bothered abt me anymore.. everything wun be the same.. maybe not say leave bah.. giving myself a long break will be a better phrase.. cus i tink u ppl are still my frens.. i still regard all of u as my closest frens in poly.. another reason for me to have a looong rest cus.. i need time to forget everything.. going out with the all of u, jus reminds me of the past.. i wanna let bygones be bygones.. yup..

im really sorry to you, for making u so infuriated..
thanks for tolerating me all the while, for making me happy in the past, for all the care n concern u showed to me, for the very good food i had in your house, n may other more...
thanks kb for your understanding, and for bringing back frenship..
thanks qw for your listening ear, your advice, and your understanding
thanks mz for being there for me, u noe i needed someone to talk to n you r there for me..
thanks zl for being such a good fren, and for ur listening ear once..
lastly, thanks hw for your nasi lemak n accompanying me to chat..

i need a very good rest now.. see ya people some time later in life..

2006-07-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

sian assignment haven pia finish, woke up early this morning thanks to kaibin, haha..
called me to wake me up(called me to go out when i was slping la).. went sch to do proE..
do till dulan, comp auto log out.. help prasanth do, accidentally deleted his work.. lan lan lor..
den went jurong east to eat.. after tt went ice skating rink to relax myself.. ya sianz.. went to meet kaibin they all.. mood not so good lar.. my face quite black.. i made everyone dulan.. thanks to me.. i took everything for granted..

i need to be myself, i keep getting influenced by others..

im sorry for abandoning all of u..

i deserved being punished by all of u..

thanks for tolerating me all along..

2006-07-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

Lala.. so tired now; mentally n physically.
just reach home from ru's house.. reached home just in the nick of time to send my parents off.
initially my mood wasnt that satisfactory.. was supposed to meet them(ru,bin,wen,lin,zhen,gary,wei) at dhoby gauht, but when i reached, no one was there. moreover no one informed me abt it.. so LL lor. went strolling at PS.. meetthem only ard 40 min later.. tried to control my temper lor, tried to understand what happen to them. So inside me i was still so infuriated, but i tried my best not to vent out my anger.... bought tix le went in to watch ReCyClEEE... only one word can describe this show ----"LAME" lor..

after the show we made our way to Ru house. everyones tummy was grumbling. Had Mee Siam and some other desserts there.. at the same time we watched the 9pm show.., den went to the room to disturb weiwei.. after tt went down to relax lor.. played some games b4 going back for pizzas.. yar and one by one dropped on the floor zzzzzzzzZZZ koonzZzZ~ only left a few who were still awake.. kinda tired but cant put myself to slp cus shes not asleep yet.. accompanyed her talk talk till 515, den wake bin up, thz to QW who managed to put her to slp.. rest for a while b4 i send qw down. but hopes she understands lar.. i ddnt wake her up cus i see shes really tired le.. need to sleep badly.. dowan ma fan her.. i dun care if u care or not, wan or dowan, but i'll try to always be there for u.. but status wise -friend. finally i can sleep peacefully after sending qw down.. slpt from 730-9.. woke up for a while, see if shes ok, den go back slp till ard 11.. had bread, porridge which is sticky enuff, n some durian thingy.. delicious~ haha. played ni wo ta and mahjong at the same time.. kena whacked by zhenlin so damn pain.. piang oei. had my last match at 3pm b4 going home to send my parents off..

they are heading to china for some business trips, i wish them all the best!!! =) can only see them a wk later... haizz.. n i hope shes ok also, i tink she'd worked abit too much for us.
alright.. take care people..

2006-06-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

haiz, n again, didnt update for about 2 wks.. blah..
so many things happened, holidays r coming to an end,
test n projs n homework undone.. must pia everything by this week.. my gpa shant drop..
this holi, can say enjoyed myself...
at pool club most of the days.. played foosball n pool.. not bad lar.. foosball-newhobby..
went for pool club bbq also..

but b4 that, went peiru house look look see see, not bad, quite nice, very big, neat, n her maid is a very good cook. after tt went kaibin house, even better lor.. so big.. like kampung.. played heart attack, murderer etc etc.. quite fun
though i enjoyed, seeing sumone so sad really makes me heartbreak. wht to do, i dun tink theres anything i can do. but i tried to make u happy le, i don wanna see u so sad. anyway dun tink u'll be seeing this blog so nvm i'll jus type as much as i wan.. even for now, i still miss ur smile, ur voice n ur laughter. u can tell its really sad to see u so gloomy..

u may nt b talking to me as much, but its all ok with me.. as long as ure happy, my day will always b a good one. i'll try to let go for the moment bah.. den.. i stop all my rubbish here.. dowan say so much.. haiz, therere so many things i feel like saying to u.. arghhh..

2 days ago went for fk fun fishing day, got the basstera 12lbs line.. enjoyed myself also.. edmund tan caugt 2.4kg queenie.. others caught small fish.. very good sunlight, not to warm.. but im abit sunburnt.. nvm la haha..

and tml celebrating kaibin n hanwei bday!! wish u 2 happy bday.. wish hanwei good luck.. wish everyone happiness... den wed going another rnd of celebrating =S lol.. den staying over at peiru house.. i hope everyone will be happy bah.. inc me, hanwei, qw, esp ru and my dear fren ivy =).. and hope everything will be fine for hw tml.. haha..

well thats all i guess.. others i shud be keeping them inside my brain..

ai yao na de qi fang de xia.. wo hui kan kai yi dian..

2006-05-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

kind of lazy nowadays.
didnt update for at least 2 weeks i suppose.
i dunno.
but i tink partially its due to my exams, which im having now, and partially its due to me staying till so late at school playing pool.
not very sure whts so nice abt playing pool,
i jus hope tt ive improved.

feeling a little contented right now.
weekend-holis coming-slack-talk till late night-saying buhbye to exams very soon.
its about time for me to enjoy myself more, though i slacked so much this term.
i dun mind slacking more.
and i tink ive neglected chuppie, mus spend more time with him after exams.

i may be talking n doing stupid things,
but i tink i will nvr forget abt fishing.
didnt fish for ard 2 mth. miss the beach, miss my fish more.
muahahahah. come on fishy fishy, come home to papa.
lol
i abit sot. tts all i guess
buhbyeessss

2006-05-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

nothing will ever be better than home.
its like the most cosy, warm paradise on earth, especially when chuppie is always there ti make me smile.
jus got back from my pool camp, one word to describe how i feel now - exhausted.
slept for at most 8 hours in 3 days, and 90% of the time was set aside for games etc, anther 10% was waiting, which is horrible.
it's quite well done i wld say, cus is the 1st time they organising such an event.
know quite a number of friends. friendly people.
n from wht i noe, there're 2 chiobus in this camp. 1 is in my group, the other is in allied group.
such a pity tt e one in my group went off so early, on e other hand e other gal was being surrounded by like so many guys. 1 is the sweet n pretty type, another the elegant kind..
i shall not say out their names muahahaha.
had night walk, treasure hunt, some group games, photo taking session, sing song, forfeit, wet games. rather interesting ba
wad else? slp on floor, wait long long, not so delicious breakfast... felt so fucked up
but at least vulgarities brightens me up haha.. GAN PUA LI EH CHEE BYE! lalalala~
jus a song ok, wan it can ask from me.
well, even after all the fun, sch is still starting tomorrow, guess i'll over sleep.
just too tired. imagine u can sleep while standing up. how tired can i be?

BUT, i will still maple for a while 1st, byebye
(may be posting some photos perhaps a week later)

2006-04-23T04:16:00.000+08:00

wonderful wonderful day it'd been.
woke up at 1plus(jus nice enuff slp i guess)
den went to plaza sing to look for raggie, helping them to carry some stuffs to the pit.
on the way there this dumb manvere saw this trolley, so we happily reused this pathetic trolley to push our stuffs right to our pit.
was assigned to set up fire, so initially i was so reluctant to go set up. didnt bring extra clothes n im jus being too lazy to set up, but anyway i still manage to get a good fire.
cook some food while waiting for some others to come.
luckily theres frans to help me out.
starting i think ravi arrive 1st, den audrey n huiping,den kip n cheryl, den amina, den ivy, and lastly dorcas n melissa.
yah chit chat alot, did prank calls, chased raggie all over the place etc
it rained but i think it didnt affect our mood for bbq.
didnt really explain wht happened but it was hell of fun.
esp when raggie was pinned down having facial n when ravi fell from trolley n everyone was staring at him LOL.
think w/o vulagrities it wouldnt be so fun.
gradually ivy n bf left, den cheryl n kip, slowly all of us packed up n left the place.
took 196 back to commonwealth, den took mrt back home.
was 12 by then, bathed n turned on comp for game
haha tired.. wanna go slp le nites.

2006-04-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

im not updating that frequent.
U KNOW WHY??
CUS SCHOOL TERM STARTS
boring... awww...
damn it.

2006-04-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

slept at 4 n woke up at 8+ this morning.
damn the headache. it got so pain tt i can actually wake up.
terrible. panadols are useless, took so many yet the pain is still there.
everytime it triggers my nerves i'll have to curl my neck up.
horrible headache

going out to fish later, hopefully my headache will subside.
didnt fish fr a couple of days.
thanks to the weather
so ended up chatting n mapling at home.
and maple didnt turn out right either
it wasnt going my way i guess
died once
RAIN GO SUN SHINE pls

2006-03-27T01:38:00.000+08:00

synopsis of my story 2 days ago:

-woke up at 5pm(im a good sleeper)
-bathe, maple, msn
-meet fukeong, adeline n justin at HMV
-ate/chat at marche
-went kpool but no vacancy
-bought movie ticket(dorm)
sneaked into preview launge to relax
-saw my fren lookalike
-watch dorm
-walked to muhd sultan road
-continue walking
-reached clarke quay area
-bought drink at 7-11
-took NR5back home
-slept at 7am

-end of story-

2006-03-25T03:29:00.000+08:00

LVL 59 NOW..
jus a few more levels to becoming a priest.
it symbolises that im becoming more holy each day.
yeah as usual, logged in maple to disturb other people with ash3ree.
i think we're professional matchmakers. lol
today is when 2 strangers, after meeting ash n me, become a couple.
thanks to us lol.the gal is 17 n the guy is.. erm.. 15?
not bad lar.

spent so much today.
about $120 i think.
got my new surfcasting set.
buy sadly becus of it, i wun be having good meals this week.
everything has a price to pay i guess, and food is my opportunity cost.
abu viper comes 1st, next will be my upgraded spinning reel.

went playing pool at concourse.
after so long i still like there balls n tables.
well polished balls and clean tables. reasonable price also.
close game with ZL,
but still i won lol.

saw anni n kianhuat on my way back home
wondering wad r they doing at bus terminal =/
so long didnt see them le
but they still look the same
haha

dunno wad to say now.
my brain's sleepy. sleepywood?
k time to go bed.
lemme put on my sexy pyjamas
jus kidding.
nites ck.

2006-03-19T04:09:00.000+08:00

realised i update blog only in the midnight.
cus night is better den day. soo cooling soo peaceful.
had a fruitful week, going out almost everyday.
finally went out after stay at home for like.. 5 days?

wed-went beach road n changi boardwalk.
not bad there, strong wind, beautiful n peaceful place.
but a lil too salty. salted wind... not so bad for catch rate.

thur-went dinner with sec sch pals.
played pool.
chilled at kopitiam till ard 1130

fri-went town with those charbohs.
toured wisma, fareast, pacificplaza n cineleisure.
went TCC connoiseur to chill.
ordered Ice Mon Cheri. not bad but a lil expensive.

sat-wokeup at 630 -.-
went labrador park to chill.
got myself so tanned tt i look like a charcoal.
few kakis there.. DesT, Rookie, Ray n GF, FatXXX(forgotten wad nick), justin n some others.
ard 40 halfbeak/todak caught.
strong wind, blue/green water.. very beautiful.. strong sun light
which burns my skin till black/red

just levelled in maple. lvl 57.. bored...
where is everybody.?

2006-03-12T02:58:00.000+08:00

Sian holidays.
but at least i enjoy wasting time.
it feels so much better den studying.
thus i conclude that slacking is healthier den studying.
playing maple isnt a really bad idea too..
and torturing chuppy is good.

went to cut hair jus now.
isnt really wad i want, but hair will grow anyway.
it'll b easier to style nexttime.
kinda short and thin. the side seems abit botak.
WTH man..
need to wear cap when i go out man..
haha

k lets go sleep wishing for better hair tomorrow.

2006-02-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

omg i can say byebye to exams soon.
byebye ongsiewkim(cprgbitch), byebye loysimpin(etechbastard)
a big welcome to my holidays.
i can say hello to cycling, fishing, bballing, soccering, slacking.. maybe working?
wed is my last paper.
i wont care if its tough or easy.
celebration is waiting for me.
2 more days to the official day of burning of year one notes.
(= muahahaha..

lets all torture chuppie..

2006-02-19T02:56:00.000+08:00

cycling in the cool, beautiful nite.
something i will definitely do.
jus like few hours ago. haha.
got so bored of books n comp. decided not to rot with them.
pushed my extremely low classs, horrible, old, dirty bike for a late exercise..
well, of cus to exercise my mouth.
went for some prata, french fries n teh tarik supper.
maybe ash3ree wasnt only these 2 days,
which leads me to boredom.
boredom monster pls go away..
haha.
but for now i feel so bored again.
feel like sleeping.
feel like mapling
feel like tickling my cute chuppiee.
i'll log off now to decide..
nite.

2006-02-16T02:18:00.000+08:00

when you tell me that you love me - west life
Listening to it everyday since the day the album come out.
i still like it alot.
touching lyrics matching with soothing music.
the phrases i like most
i) i know whats beautiful looking at you.
ii)in a world of lies, you are the truth.
iii)i'll make you save no matter where you are.
iv)im shining like a candle in the dark when you tell me that you love me.
sounds so sweet isnt it? =D
listening to the song makes me feel so good, not high. lol.
the song creates an atmosphere which is able to let me not think of my coming exams.

it makes me wanna play maple too, cus it reminds me to someone.
haha..
she's just so nice. no idea which word should i use to describe.
she bought for me the couple ring, n i appreciate it alot.
got 'married' in maple nt so long ago. maplesea made it so beautiful.
after the marriage i got to play with her everyday.
all the nonsense we had, all the monsters we bullied, all the time she die =.=
explored every corner of maple.
she die i die, she jump i jump. so fun.
its even better when people say 'wah, just got married? so nice..'
sweet.
people were jealous i suppose... muahahahaha.
a great fren i noe, its a pity she doesnt have msn.

black - tinyalien, white - ash3ree

the stupid heart looks so beautiful.

however, a game is still a game.. haha.. jus enjoy yrself man..

2006-02-13T02:05:00.000+08:00

haha..
i must admit love is sweet..
valentines day coming.. THIS TUES.
sweet occasion for all couples.
so many friends around me having gf/bf.
wad about me then..
no valentine to celebrate with.
so sad man..
on the other hand, ive got insufficient cash with me.
wad to do?
stay at home to maple lor.
to study lor..
exams coming.
im on holiday mood..
i wanna work..
im studying so reluctantly.
exams please go away.
i wanna have a good rest.
i wanna seriously have a stressless holiday.
exam exam go away. dun u come to me again.
haiss..
wanna wish my mum n dad n frens
a happy
valentines
day.
enjoy..

2006-01-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

well,
lim bei had a wonderful week. yes..
firstly, econs scored 96, den i thought i was going to fail my c programming, but ended up getting 98, and my maths got 100. dunno abt my electronics cus i pon school on fri.
Had fishing competion at pasir ris main pond.
So made my trip down to fishing mania to get my 600+gm live prawns.
in addition jovian(shopkeeper) gave me 25lbs dupont leader n some rig. hope he gets some giant mekong catfish during his stay in Thai.
On my way to pasir ris, saw rebecca n sandra. they go town to shop yet im going pasir ris to fish.
my goodness. haha. i wore till so ragged.
slowly time passes n reached there to collect my gooddie bag n set up tackle.
first fish caught at 10+
using dead tamban as bait.. caught a 1.5kg ang kuey aka red snapper..
good fight.
continue fishing, slowly the atmosphere dies. no fish.. and again my form came again.. caught approx. 1kg giant trevally. superb fight for such a small fish.. rod bent till as if its breaking.
reel n rod almost at limit. whoo! ...........................................................
....................................................
and coming to end, prawns finished so asked from uncle for 1..
1 cast another giant trevally,
another cast.. 1 kim bak lor. surface dancing KBL. LOL.
the uncle didnt get and i get.. his expression chanced.
took photo n packed up ready to go... not as bad as i thought actually.
had a good rest b4 i went to my relative house for reunion dinner.
seen so much changes in them.
my cousins grew taller.
aunts got older.
of cus i got more handsome. heh.
to my surprise my uncle gave me a can of carlsberg.. tell me to finish. n my dad agrees.
=D..
ya.. tired of typing so after eating come home to blog lor..
n play with my dog.. hes slping so soundly now. =D

2006-01-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

fark.
my dog got beaten by my dad.
because it harass my bro. wad nonsense..
made my blood boils. damn angry now.
n my dad whacks it hard with a cane. WTF.
animal abuse im going to report him!!
hes a bastard for now.
he's only 9 mth n yet he whacked like nobody's business
my poor chuppy barked till no voice. basket..
im going to vent my anger on my idiotic bro. he's gonna die.
im going to abuse him. make him cry. maybe make him bleed, internally.
im going to be inhuman. cold blooded freak.
ggrr poor dog.

and for today, i made my trip down to sembawang park to take a good look there.
not bad, it isnt as quiet as i thought.
lotsa people there.
theres a toilet, a cafe, an ultra tiny jetty, which is packed with regular fishermen and crabbers.
water not as clean as east coast park, as in more rubbish and not as green or blue.
there are bbq pits too. great place to hang out, bbq etc.
all the regulars there are using 13ft rod, yet im using 9ft.
im so paiseh. my rod seems to tiny. its like comparing a chopstick to a toothpick.
not used to berkley trilene(new line)
still prefer 30lbs dynabraid. thin, durable, able to withstand heavy weight.
crossed the regulars's lines. really paiseh. its like 11 rods there, and everyone has an average of 2m or less spacing between each rod.
not a bad place.. lotsa fish. duri, catfish, sickle fish, thumb fish, garfish, snapper etc.

now that i've finish enjoying myself, im worrying about c programming test.
its on tues, topic tested is text file. kuku topic zZz. hope can do well la..
musnt be lazy.. i have to practice.

n lastly.
cant wait for fri's fishing competition.
if i cant get fish, then im really lousy. should quit and do sumthing more worthwhile.
like.. play with my dog more? or get my dog a mating partner.. muahaha.
CNY is coming.. hope i can get lotsa ang baos.. u ppl too. =D

2006-01-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

fever is history.
flu is the past.
cough is something of the last millenium.
every sickness is over. Im fit all over again!
hur hur.
hopefully my minor back injury will be over soon.
and hopefully i can get good results for tomorrow's tests.
perhaps full marks for maths and 80 for Electrical Technology?
last but not least an least 80 for my econs.
so that on new year i can enjoy fully (=

yup..
and for jus now, limbei went studying with wankavan, amin, junhao n manveer.
joked and laughed but at least, i studied. understood implicit functions n delta method.
2 essential sub topics which will come out in tmr's maths test.

while studying saw quite a few gangs of people of different uniforms.
reminded me of 1st 3 mth at MI.
reminded me of the dance we had.
reminded me of the people i saw.
reminded me of the friends i made.
lastly, reminded me of the fun i had.
enjoyable precious period of time.
movies watched with og 17.
chalets had with og 15.
pool played with og 15/17.

these fun will continue, definitely will not become memories.

2006-01-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

IM SICK!
im feeling lethargic.
very bad flu virus made fren with me
sore throat made fren with me too. now im feeling giddy.
felt tremendous pressure inside my eyes.
wads happening.??
CD presentation this thurs. maths n El tech test on fri, econs from 630 - 10.
stress huh..
stupid rain made me gloomy.
need to recover from all these nonsense man.
so that maybe i can organise an outing for my OG?? =)

despite all these sickness,
i still managed to get some crabbie nets from edmund(senior moderator)
and got myself a windbreaker.
cost me 22 bucks.
wonder isit cheap or exp..

im going to rest.
and tmr will be studying maths after school.
thurs will be studying EL tech. and fri is the war.
endurance.
cheers.

2006-01-06T02:57:00.000+08:00

hAiz..
kinda disappointed with my test results.
people ard me seems to be doing so so fine whereas for me.... not so good i suppose.
got only a 70 for my engineering materials.
i think thats so freaking low.
must work harder next time. ineed a 90. just like workshop practice, turning test i got 97.
hopefully my practival test will get ard 100 too.
another thing which i wan to mention.
sch reopen SUX man!! feel like i haven do loads of stuffs. dunno why.
my homeowrk are pestering me, summore with the addition of economics.
brrr.
need another holiday badly.
(=
and recently, felt like so many frens are engaged LOL
wankavan the 1st, sasi 2nd and lastly that hyperactive monkey
stupid monkey ditched us after chalet.. LOL
since its new year, wish them all the best.
and all the best for me. im having tests!! so many of it.. zZzzz
its late.. 0300 hrs.. tata..

2005-12-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

so shagggggggggggg.
so so shaggggggggggggg.
so so so shagggggggggggggg.
zZzz
jus cycled back home from labrador park.
can u imagine.
its ard 12 noon. such unbearable heat.
anyway intended to fish yesterday.
happen to have the itch.
so went to check my dear bike and oh gosh the last wheel tubing wrote 'out of order'
sprinted with my bike down to taman juro bike shop and fuck! its closed!
close before 9 when it states its operating time from wad 10am - 9pm.
i was drenched in my sweat ok! wasted my blardie effort la..
thought of another idea.
heading down to bikers hub ard chinese garden area. lucky it wasnt close. changed my dear tubing.
was so exhausted alr la.
still have to cycle from chinese garden to labrador park.
which is located at harbour front. its freaking far!! cant u imagine exhausted liao still have to cycle such distance.
reached tt jetty, took a few breathe before settling down. i guess im old? maybe im weak?
casted out my line. within 5 mins i caught my salt water fish. too ashame to say out wad i caught.
relaxed, waiting to see sunrise.
slowly the sun rises n i start to see todaks n halfbeaks swimming...
didnt know wad technic to use to catch them till an uncle taught me.
he was friendly. gave me a rig, some lines.
caught a few todaks n halfbeaks.
hmm. in return i gave him a packet of tamban, prawns n tamban jig.
i dun need them anyway cus im gg off.
cycled reluctantly to the hawker to have some food
and slowly me n zilong, last man standing, cycled thru the horrible pathway home.
strong air resistance on our way back. its killing me.
so exhausted still, have to paddle my heavy body all the way back to boonlay.
played with my doggie. now im gg to hibernate.
good afternoon. tata.

2005-12-17T03:55:00.000+08:00

Cycle cycle cycle.
buay sian ah..
yesterday cycle, the day b4 cycle, today cycle.
big joke.
b4 i cycle, went to the bike shop to have full body repair. kinda satisfied, den in the nite, we decided to cycle to WCP.
______story end here for the afternoon._______
NITE.
wonderful trip jus now.
cycled with wl,zl n fk.
started of at my hse, went to jE 7-11 to meet them, passed by pandan or teban(wadeva) and straight to west coast park bbq pit 15.
slacked for a moment b4 we left to clementi 24hr muslim store to have my mutton murtabak.
my body was soaked in my sweat!
slacked for quite some time b4 we left to our next destination. another 24hr muslim store.
had some drinks, also slacked again.
think due to the burning sensation inside me, im out of breath. thanks to curry.
on our journey home, another competition.
compete for who'll reach home 1st.
of cus the nearer ones will reach home 1st.
ended up im the third.. 3/4. means i get 75 marks out of 100. not bad at all.
but shagged. jelly legs. blue black ass. pig trotters. heavy eyelids.
im logging off now. cus im gg to cycle ltr..
to look for jurong east str 31. AND to play soccer.
wad a day. wad a nite.

2005-12-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

YAY!
holidays coming.
though it hasnt come, im alr in holiday mood.
cant wait for the og15 chalet, the 2e2 bbq etc etc.
gonna do loads of stuffs, which includes my holiday assignments(so sad).
lastly, i cant wait to get my puppy.
geraldine's giving me her jack russel.
surprisingly, my mum allows.
isnt it wonderful.
wads even better..?
tmr sch starts at 1pm.
i can sleep all i want.
i guess im too delighted.
the sky looks extremely bright today, the moon also.
hope everything will turn out as good as it is now. or even better.
im going to enjoy my holis.
n oh ya befor ei forget,
gotta remind myself to get prezzie for some christmas thing for my chalet.
dorcas passed this msg to junhao n he passed it to me.
guess im going to have an early nite today,
which apparently its 0126 hrs now.. tata..

2005-12-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

shagged but marvelous day.
whoohoo..
i will rate it 11 out of 10~!
lots of things happening today..
at first we were dismissed early during lecture.
n during the lecture i was playing chinese chess.
den chionged to play soccer after the lecture. think we played for some 45 mins.
so tiring. den i went to practical. did things moderately fast n went playing soccer agn.
for like 60 mins. thigh getting tired. slacked n went to have a sip of watermelon juice.
following on i went to my GEM. didnt come last wk so attended 1hr lecture.
shocking to know so many ppl didnt come last wk also.
hopefully i can catch up my lecture.
after that its gardenia time!
went there for some product introduction, videos, breads etc. den came back to sch.
wads next!
soccer again.
1a23 vs 1a24.
marvelous match. 3 - 4. though we lost. i like tt match.
too nice a match.
so exciting and haiya lack of vocab that i overshot the timing of meeting my og.
majority of them were late ok! including me.
went to meet them n chat at yoshinoya.
so surprised to hear that Cindy is coming.
so long didnt see her.
saw her n wao! she looked different. prettier den last time.
she looks so nice in short hair.
wad was more surprising is that she wants to play pool! WTF! POOL!
went to he recommended place.. Meridien's very own monster cue.
teamed with her. won 1 lose 1. alex n rick bully.
no la.. i think i deproved.
sang happy birthday song to nilam. thru the phone! haha. happy bdya nilam.
hungry. very hungry. so they went kobayashi.
from meridien to cine! u noe i didnt eat for like 12 hrs!?
wanted to eat but really no cash now. bill for pool was 10.20. alex n rick paid 2 bucks each.
no choice. i pay for the rest lo.
took photos. lots of it. ya.
even when we left the building. we r still taking.
alex n frens wanted to play cs etc. so i left with cheryl home.
miss my og.
but now im too tired. not slpy kind of tired.
cant be bothered to flip my notes.
bb.

2005-11-28T01:15:00.000+08:00

accomplished some mission today.
went JE lib with ah lei to do some hw,
see gals,
chit chat etc.
when we were abt to go somewhere else,
happen to see Saliza.
sia la.
she put make up sia~ summore dunno wad colour contact la.
changed so much.
den went to play snooker, for a very short while.
sianed. went mac instead to do my north korea homework.
played CS.
went home maple.
everytime when i was abt to get 30 dark marble. i got dc.. n i had to fight for those idiotic marbles agn. replay for like 5 times.
irritated.
suddenly feel like going to fish. relax, sight seeing, chit chat, wait for fish, enjoy sea breeze.
nice ambience by the beach. =D
but i think ultimate objection is to relax. no stress. happy life.
waiting for the kelong trip on the 18.
hope nth happens on that few days.
keeping my fingers crossed.

2005-11-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

HEY THERE!.
nice trip i had at Ubin.
exhausted. but i dun think im as tired as those who stayed overnite.
wonder wad did they do there.
it was pitch dark after 8pm.
but before that, had our very long cycling trip.
which apparently was from jetty to noordin beach to jetty to noordin beach,
n so on n so forth.
but thanks to foo, enjoyed the 'partial mountain biking'.
the trail was muddy, rocky, sandy n watery.
dun even think of falling, cus u'll be drenched with mud.
somehow while cycling, passed by this fantastic fish breeding ground.
intended to fish but upon reaching, it started raining.
n when we left, the rain stopped.
isnt it nonsensical.
we jus headed back to catch some tiny crabs.
gradually the sun set,
we set up our campfire,breaking branches n logs for fuel.
hell lot of fun, too bad i think the fire lasted for only a short while.
the sun had set
had our wonderful hotdog cum maggi cum baked beans dinner.
not so bad actually, especially when u are in need of carbohydrates.
den someting was not quite right.
raj's eye is feeling irritated.
so i accompanied him back to mainland. another reason is tt i wanna go back home also,
cus i dun think there's anything to do after hiking.
n becus i go, then u all will have enuff resources.
headed back home to maple, den slpt.

i was in my dreamland,
beautiful dream,
when i picked up this nuisance call.
spoke in chinese.
gal: hello are u kai-ge?
me: ya, why u call me this?
me: who the hell are u?
gal: i'm ur admirer.
me: oic, not bad ah. i think u got the wrong person.
gal: would u like to touch my breast? rmb u were touching me all over?
me: ya i rmb. not bad wad, its quite fun.
gal: com'on touch la.
gal: u wanna touch agn right? i come ur house la?
me: dowan la.
gal: u that time touch me until lidat. i noe u still wan la.
me: yalor.
gal: that time u keep touch me all over, now abandon me?
me: good wad, aiya life's like that la.
gal: giggled n hung the phone(guess she cant stand me)

haiz! why didnt i sae.. since u wan me touch. i charge u money la!!
got extra cash!! damn it.. stupid whore
after that prepared n left for raggie house.. had wonderful dinner.
yup.. now im back home..
mapling -gone-

2005-11-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

hEH.

thanks to all the people who wished me

happy birthday

=D

and for today, lim bei went to beach road.
bought my camping stuffs. STUNN~
let me see. wad did i buy.?
2 ponchos, headlight, trackpants, and a knife! a special knife ok.
so costly. the ponchos cost me 1.60, headlight 10, trackpants 9 and my knife at 24.50.
seriously broke. hope i enjoy camping this sat at ubin.
classmates insane. at first chilling out in the night.
den changed to cycling. cus of foo. FREAK! how to see!! den now hiking.
hope it doesnt rain.
if not, i swear i will not be enjoying. floor is wet, slippery and the enviroment will be infested with creepy crawlies.
disastrous.
cant slp nor hike nor fish.
dunno y, not looking forward to overnite.
zZzz..
-end-

2005-11-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

tonite.
it'll be tonite.
0000hrs.
it'll be my birthday.
ya.
happy birthday to me.
cheers =D
thanks weilei for ur present.

2005-11-13T02:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
good news n bad news
for the good news
ytd's cuicuis bdae.. happybdae to her.
another even better good news.
2 days ltr will be my bday~!
happy bday to little CK.
but aiya.. its just another bday. tts all.

now for the bad news.
real bad news.
mummy n daddy is leaving Sg.
they just left the house.
dun like the feeling when i see them leave.
its so awkward.
n they wont be able to celebrate my bday on the 15.
they brought it forward to ytd.. which was on the 12.
celebrated both my mum's n my bday. nov babies.
miss them.

and for 12. it makes me think of basketball.
my jersey number for 3 years.
didnt play for a yr plus or so
didnt train for approx. 2 years.
the training rox. lai jia qiang rox.
miss teammates.

humans are vulnerable to emotions

2005-11-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

zZzz.. sianz..
another day of engineering maths.
i think tt teacher.. isnt a very good 1.
easy stuffs became difficult.
complicating those easy stuffs.
now learning limits. n im confusing myself with all those 'maths definations'
happy go lucky life became so stressful.
so that teacher MUST DIE!
clamp him. flatten him with the pile machine.
pour boiling oil all over him. let the ants nibble him!
let him bleed n suffer till death!
all learnt from my twin, FOO.
muahahaha.

personally, i dun think jay's album is as good as those previous ones.
maybe cus he got a GF. muahaha.
thats why.. playful jay.

maple server is down. till 4pm.
borEd. cant wait for weekends. wanna go out relax.
but i dun wish for mondays.
gotta study till 10pm. nonsense schedule.

2005-11-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

haha!
schooling is so fun!
today lim bei having my 1st GEM lesson.!
its about everyday chemical hazards.
a module which allows strangers to meet!
lim bei here happened to get paired up with a gal. YEAR 2!
from chemical process tech.
at first we had to intro to each other.
at the very moment when i oepn i mouth,
i felt that i hadnt been speaking to a gal face to face for a millenium.
i dunno what to talk about! hahaha! so funny!
the teacher is a slacker!
it shud be a 2 hrs lecture,
however he dismissed us in 1 hr.
COMPLAIN!

2005-10-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

HEH..
CK woke up so so early in the morning ytd.
intended to go SP to give my business cert.
some how i'm too tired. didnt have enough sleep.
so i wake up at 10 15 insteAd. ate n headed towards SP.
lucky i phoned FOO. if not i would have been gg to MM department to hand in my reply slip for my business cert...
No matter how i rush, i'm still late for badminton.
next stop after SP was Jurong Spring CC. went there for badminton till 2.
idled for a while, then went to Fishing Mania to see the boss again.
purchased a small packet of powerbait prawn n 200g of monster prawns. lol.
prawns which r even bigger den ur large tiger prawns. seens it? live ones.
on the way back home called Duane. asked if he could help me register my GEM cus i couldnt make it on time home. Got to my 2nd choice module. Everyday chemical hazards. not so bad la.
learnt how to tie leader to main line for an hr. den went to meet 0ZL at JE.
ironically upon reaching Bedok control stn, we met Fk n WL. lol. fishing kaki unite.
new fishing spot at BJT. end of the T- junction.
settled down for a while before casting out my bait.
after ard 15 - 30 mins, saw my rod bending. didnt bother me cus i thought it was jus another plastic bag. lol. continued enjoying my chicken.
turned my head again, this time my rod was shaking even more vigorously!
damn! panicked! jialat! my gosh!
asked fk to hold my chicky n went to reel in my line. the fish wasnt fighting back tt much.
just reeled in. caught a good size Chao Xi a.k.a Batfish. which doesnt look like a bat. lol.
it was ard 10 tt time. saw my rod bent quite a few times but went i strike. i think i missed the fish.
1 was the only 1 who caught a fish tt nite!(except for bait fish like tambans)
not telling wad bait im using! heh heh heh! only few ppl noe.
sat down n chatted with some of the oldies there. gained hell lot of knowledge
slowly, from fish it became sea ghost n slowly ghost story.
YUANCHING WORLD RECORD!! one of the oldies said tt. he studied in ycs like 20 yrs back.
joked ard with them oso.
FK n Zl got made a joke out of themselves when tying hammock..
the oldies said the 2 ends mus be level etc. ended up tying for us.
den continued chatting n stuffs.
packed at 6plus n left the place.
lol. had laksa as breakfast.
didnt even have a good slp..
woke up after 1 hr. had diarrhea.
went toilet at least 3 times..
im tired n having diarrhea
im not in the mood to go sentosa people!
even if i go there. i wouldnt have the mood either.
i will spoil all of your fun. adding on, i didnt have enuff cash.
i dont wanna spend so much. my savings dried up.
so sorry guys.. lastly i think its so inconsiderate for u all to keep calling my hse.
if i dun wanna go.. i will not go. my phone is jus beside me yet i couldnt hear my ringtone.
u can see how tired i am.
wad u all did was so vigorous. luckily i didnt go. im tired enuff..

2005-10-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

Chengkai is getting more n more lazy.
lazy to blog.
perhaps nothing much really happen these few days.
other than going out with alex, daryl, zhaohan, duane and cheryl for BK dinner.
didnt play pool that much this holiday.
fishing throughout.
sleep and eat too.
and for today,
went to burlington square to have a mini discussion.
2hrs discussion. inclusive of 50 bucks incentive.
meaning to say, im 50 dollars richer.
dunno wad to do with the money.
going to topup my fishing equipments and to restring tmr,
after accompanying weilei to buy his stuffs.
his beloved palm casing n badminton shoe etc.
going to a johor kelong to fish maybe on the 18-19 or the 27-28.
50 bucks oni. free meals, baits n to enjoy.
so cheap.

2005-10-16T07:44:00.000+08:00

Little boy here got so happy.
drifting on cloud nine.
finally got the chance to meet his bestest buddies.
haven see them ever since he graduated from ycs?
yup.
first of all we(me fk zl etc) meet e bunch of gals at marina
and for the very first time, they werent late.
wad a miracle ok.
n my very first conversation with tt bunch of gals was w mavis.
she came saying, 'oi, u asked gongma abt the Ane XXXXX.'
forgot the name. couldnt rmb cus of poor memory.
after tt joked w anni n frens.
nth to talk abt tt much. prob becus didnt see each other for so long.
had a hard time deciding which steamboat restaurant to go to.
fickle minded.
settled down at CHONG PANG
here comes the 2 carnivores. Me n Zhenlin.
eating only meat(mutton chicken etc.) n crustaceans.
got so bloated and the insane zhenling started his photoshooting session.
he was such a good photographer until the lady from our neighbouring table asked him to help them take some photos.
LOL how lame can that be?
here comes the best part.
got so bored after phototaking tt we went to accompany Mavis to take cab home.
so many bloody cabs here but all seems to be so rich.
rejected all customers.
finally theres a cab available, but a pundek ran n haiss.
lets nt talk abt it. all of us went booing at that so ungentleman sissy
Nvm cus we enjoyed booing at him HAHA! serve u right!
did our usual stuff after tt.
played billiards n pool. chat and phototaking also, again.
change of location.
settled down at cineleisure's long john.
the worst part, the chicken is out of stock.
fuck the management ok.
n we walked from cine to SMU in search of a 24 hr restaurant.
ate n went mabo(as in, in a state of drunken)
jelly body jelly legs. so shagged
its 0530 in the morning ok!
yeah.. took train n went home to bathe.
my body is so sweaty n smelly n flies are all ard(jus joking)
and the water is so so cooling. smells fresh.
nvr enjoy bathing so much b4.
well, hibernating time now.. nites CK

2005-10-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
so long since i last updated.
ya..
my day was dull at first, but it turned out to be fine.
thought of going to NYJC's open house to see cheryl,
after calling her, she said it was raining heavily there.
so near yet so far ah?
not fated to see her..
nvm, we'll meet again next time, ok?

jus when i was stoning,
clement called.
ask me out to skate etc.
he was rejected. lol
in the end we went fishing at farmart
caught 5 fish OK!
5 KIM BAK LOR!! at least 3kg each.
satisfied.

2005-10-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

holidays is jus so boring; without frens.
but at least my frens asked me out for badminton in e day, fishing in the night.
my body's so damn aching.
im out for so many farking nights to fish
that i couldnt even rmb the day n date.
All of my frens(zl, fk, zw, des) were so high before fishing.
had mee rebus on the way there.
we asked for more noodles yet tt brother charged us at 2bucks only
so kind of him.
after eating we came to a realisation tt walking to labrador park is another thing!
its farking at least 3km from the main road to the jetty
we had to walk all the way there
though its far, our moods werent affected
strolled slowly, chatting n enjoying the sea breeze on the journey
FINALLY, after so many many mins of walking, we reached
from fishing, to chatting, to cards n lastly, TRUTH OR DARE!
wad a game.
laughed the hell out of me.
i shant say wad we did. so so embarrassing.
tired of everything, we napped, waiting for daybreak
saw quite alot of ppl fishing for tambans.
i can hereby conclude something.
the tambans here are a million times of that of bedok jetty
bedok jetty has none.
jus before we were totally exhausted
we took bus 30 back to where we belong!
reached home n slept for 18 hrs!
sleep.

2005-10-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

05/10/05
U noe wad is Slp excited wake up excited?
thats why i cant slp long
yeah, cus im going fishing today midnight!
woke up early in the afternoon to meet fk to buy fishing accessories(sinkers etc) n baits
(sarong worms n live prawns)
after that went to meet clement for some job interview at clarke quay.
took an hour to reach there. nvm.
but it took me 1 over hr in search of that blardy restaurant!
damn the boss for locating the restaurant at some ulu place.
and what are the requirements...
wanting me to work for at least 6 mth
oh well, forget it then
it was 1830hrs by then.
rushed home to bathe n to makan cus meeting fk, zl, des n yong
after which we headed for eSplAnaadee
reached there den somebody said, 'oi bedok jetty la'
fine, change for plan. fishing at bedok jetty.
realised something after reaching the jetty.
i've forgotten how to tie the hook n line! WTF!
asked fk for help lor.

06/10/05
high tide.
using sarong worm as bait
hoping to catch some fish tonite
despite waiting for hrs, nth caught
worse still, worm gone!! wheres the worm on the hook!!
replaced worm with live prawn.
live prawn gone!! fish are getting cleverer.
im getting bored, so decided to play chinese chess with zhenlin
waiting for the time to pass by.
0500hrs, pack up n decided to go. bored. no fish. effort wasted.
aimless. no idea where to head for. no transport available
since aimless, yong led us to the so called 'underpass to hell' den head to the entrance to hell.
the area looked rather eerie
perhaps we are lucky, the door was locked
den we walked along the pathway, trying to find a bus which terminates at the west region.
the 5 of us were separated, left with me n yong
we took bus to clementi to have our wonderful breakfast!
mutton murtabak, egg prata n ice horlick!
the murtabak was so big tt i couldnt finish it! not even half of it!
headed back home to slp after tt..
ahh.. my cosy lil bed.

2005-10-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

Im just so so happy la!
recovered from RED eye;
not totally la but 90% recovered!
Limbei went beach road with chong n desmond
to buy my new fishing Rod n ReeL n Line!
So so satisfied. yeah man!
can go fishing soon! perhaps tmr?!
wad nonsense..
im gonna try out all the places in Singapore!
Sembawang, Punggol, Pasir ris, EC park, Labrador park, kallang, singapore river, esplanade, tanah merah ferry terminal, tuas, kranji, st john island, sisters island, ubin etc
may it be illegal or legal,
i shall try it out!
WAIT FOR ME FISH!

2005-10-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

BBBrrrrr!
im sick once again.
and wad now... hmmm...
RED EYES!!
actually only 1 eye is effected.
but its more even now.
both of my EYES are affected.
ive evolved from a human.
to an incinvible vampire, or a dracula.
but i still prefer vampire. lol.
dracula is more of a european style.
im an ASian!
weakling nowadays. didnt get to exercise for long.
nevermind. all i care for is to have a job.
rotting at home isnt a very nice feeling
getting bored and not making a full use of myself.
gonna rest my eyes now. argh.
Nights CK~

2005-09-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

DAMned
slept early in the morning and had the chance to wake up early!
thanks to the 2 plumbers who came to my hse
to knock knock knock hammer hammer hammer drill drill drill
HEADACHE!
Gonna punch their balls if i happen to see them agn.
a day with them is a day w/o PEACE .
alright i change my mind i shall forgive them.lol
they gave me the chance to wake up early to prepare my break-lunch
and they gave me a chance to rot at home(once again)

feel like playing badminton
feel like going fishing
feel like going for an outing
but nobody accompany

there are too many things in my mind
but wad im thinking isnt abt the future, but abt the past

holiday is fun
but holiday w/o frens is living hell

you'r jus saying y am i listening.

2005-09-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. damn..
Something is so wrong inside me recently.
Im nt behaving like the way i am in the ~~past~~.
what's happening..
nobody knows.
neither do i.
But, definitely i know something
holiday is boring.

2005-09-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

Bored.
The day didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be.
Meaning to say,
I've wasted my effort studying ELECTRONICS.
The things i studied didnt come out. No, not at all.
I'm kinda disappointed,
BUT who cares! electronics is my last exam..!!
Went to create havoc at Bukit Timah.
At 1st my class went to eat.
However, they were going to play LAN,
so i didnt follow them.
I went to play pool with Razmy n Razali instead.
Won most of the racks(i shall remain humble),
but halfway through razmy left.
Nvm abt that cus not long after he left,
my class(fred, dan, dw, clemmie, rq, twin ck, PCK) came to join me!
We played 3vs3 gay pool!
N in the end me, dan n PCK won!
Holidays for now. hope i can enjoy my holiss fully. =D
n from what i know, everything will turn out good at the end of the day.

2005-09-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

Whoohoo!
its alr 0307 hrs yet im still not asleep!
yeah and im going to sleep soon after this.
I just love the cold breeze coming in from my balcony.
Especially those kind of wind after a heavy downpour.
The feeling of COLD!
That's when i will jump into my nest for a good night rest.
However... i can't sleep for long hours.
Cus i'll have to meet Foo tmr to study..
that stupid module...
known as...
~~ELECTRONICS!~~
It simply SUCKS. ok.
Lets call it a night. Good night ck!

2005-09-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

Whooo hoo. My blog is almost done. ALMOST.
A big thank to Fukeong n Lihui. the 2 people who helped me the most.
Yeah lets recall wad did i do today. Hmmm...
Basically i woke up at 1430hrs. i can sleep more thanks to a nightmare.
i was so shocked. When i woke up i find my heart pounding so quicky.
MY GOSH!
Slacked while renovating my blog.
Until i got so bored till i msg weilei, fukeong n zhenlin.
Psycho them to come out for a game of pool. YES! i did it.!
Changed into some uncle clothing den i went out!
It wasnt so fun. went home after a short while. sianz.
But somehow i find studying is a better choice. yeah.
will be studying electronics tomorrow. Go liao bye.